..Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person..

[autumnsashes]

..and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions..

I think about a year or more ago. And see how much things have changed. I go to my old LJ synthetictears ..and it brings back alot of memories. The Tony era has ended. He

Comments

[sxerider]

honestly i read this and started crying because i just though about my ex girlfriend while you were writing about your ex boyfriend....
it has now been a exact full year that we have been broken up....
and probably about 6 months that we haven't talked because shes too busy for anything else....
but like i've told you before i know how you feel in a way....
but just stay positive, good things will happen no matter what....
from what i've seen and read your good poeple and just wait for a bit and nothin but good things will happen....
rock the roll kid....

- Gino

[autumnsashes]

I don't think such feelings should be placed upon people.
Emotions are just thrown around and toyed with. No one takes life seriously.
It's not fair that this is happening the way it has.
But thank you for all your comments.. it means alot.
*hugs*

xox

[myxcrystalxrags]

im sorry for everything you have been through. i know at this point sorry is probably a nothing to you. but you keep your chin up and you strong. sometimes the things we think were meant for just arent what someone else was meant for and its a slap in the face. but in the end your not the one with the problem. its only going to help you in the end. your going to feel better ,and wiser

[autumnsashes]

Luckily I have friends that no matter what we've been through will be there for me until the end.
Without them I wouldn't of lasted this long. I would be depressed and all fucked up.
Life is just one big slap in the face.. and no matter what everyone loses in the end.
Hopefully things will work out and I'll be 100% better.
Thanks hun <3

xox

[maxalba]

b-b-b-ut --but ill be so sad with out my crush bug :(

[myxcrystalxrags]

just dont worry. things will work out in the end.
everyone loses because they die realy. just make the best outta shit

[myxcrystalxrags]

should of added more to that.. yeah.. sometimes i can get into an advicey mood.. im one of those people who has never gone through a situation. but likes to see if she can help with it. do some things you havent done in a while.. light some candles.. burn some insense(incence.. i dont know), take a bath, take a walk. i find that i feel best taking a walk with my headphones on and sitting some where on my own. you should come downtown some friday and we can talk about stuff..
like i said. its not your loss.