un-health

[autumnsshadow]

my liver protests that i should find a better way to open myself up. aside from a very, *very* small number of people to whom i have come to do so otherwise, that is not such an easy thing to do. and they fade faster than they seem to accumulate, so that's not really a motivator. but still, there has to be a better way - or rather, i know there

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[existdance]

you could switch the pressure to your lungs and smoke pot?

[autumnsshadow]

as much as it might help my mood and my appetite, it doesn't have the same effect as alcohol.

[nakedlena]

Ya, I hear ya. I didn't drink this weekend and my body thanks me.

[autumnsshadow]

yeah, i'm not really sure how much better i'd feel, necessarily(my liver isn't actually protesting yet), but i'm fairly sure my current habit has become unhealthy.

[catalyticdragon]

Raw is tempting. I think it's one of the reasons I've taken to running so much - ecstasy is so much closer, but so is pain. It's a way for me to remember how to feel.

I'm sorry you feel so closed. That can be such a lonely place...