So bored...and i haven't updated in awhile. i never get online these days...so usually when im randomly bored at school i update...which im usually bored quite often but u know how that goes. so i just got done writing an essay on my philosophy of life. but i feel sick. i think its because ive been eating starburst all day. i got to work with ( Read more... )

so its been awhile since my last update. bobby and i broke up the other night...he didn't want to get hurt with me leaving for college. we were getting really attached and that would have sucked. getting to the "i love you" part of the relationship and then me leaving...that wouldn't have worked out. at first i was obviously very very very upset ( Read more... )

ugh i haven't been able to get online lately. haha not like i'm home that much anyways. Bobby asked me out on Wednesday. it was great...he has been so sweet to me...these last few days have been amazing ( Read more... )

So much has happened in the last few days...

Friday before I left, I hung out with Bobby, Ronnie and his gf.  we went and saw starsky and hutch.  that movie was so completely hilarious...but anyways it was our *first date* altho we've hung out like every other day, its the first time we went on an actual date.  i had so much fun with him...he's so ( Read more... )

it has defintely been awhile since the last time i updated. i don't even know whats going on anymore. brett and i got into a huge fight and just aren't talking anymore...he said some stuff that really hurt my feelings. i can't stand being called a bitch and he went to that level. he's mad because i'm talking to bobby, who is 16. But bobby is ( Read more... )

so i had a pretty good time at work tonight...for the most part...bobby *the new kid* is so funny. he is the most ghetto white boy i've ever met haha but its funny. he likes to play with my phone and find out who im talking to but its cool...rob's last day is next sunday...i hardly work with him though...oh well...he wants me to come get a job ( Read more... )

ugh im bored. and eww theres a spider on my wall but i just killed it with my old government notebook. i found three of my boxes in the garage...so i started going thru them and i found a gc poster :) it made me smile and i found a few other things i also found some of my stuff from my old room which made me smile...like all my stitch stuff. haha ( Read more... )

I dont knwo what to do anymore. brett thinks that i've completely taken everything we've had and thrown it away but i really havent. i care about him but i just cant have a boyfriend right now. theres already so much stress in my life i just dont want to bring another person down with me right now. i wish he'd understand that. it doesnt mean that ( Read more... )

so on friday i was accepted to ohio state. im so excited. that was def my first choice college altho i was willing to go to bowling green. haha there towards the end i tried to convince myself that i didnt really want to go to osu only because i never thought i would get in. but i did so now im happy :) there is so much going on lately that i ( Read more... )

everythings getting better now...brett and i are pretty much ok now. we aren't going out but things are good. i had fun with him tonight after feeling kinda weird being around him...he had a fire going upstairs and it was really romantic. he agrees with me about the space and dropping the titles and such so things should be ok between us now. oh ( Read more... )