BACK AT SCHOOL

[avalonestel]

FREAKING OUT FREAKING OUT FREAKING OUT.

NOT READY FOR THIS.

*hides*

Calculus wasn't bad, but it's going to be heavy. And I don't have another class for three hours still. *headdesk*

Going to walk back across the massive campus now and try to get some info about buying books for classes.

Comments

[pockychopstix]

Deep breaths. Also, Suju when you come home. :3

[avalonestel]

*huddles with you* SUJU HAS BEEN BLARING FROM MY MP3 PLAYER ALL MORNING.

Three more hours. Three more hours.

I'm a bit better now, tbh, but still feeling out of it. I just hate not knowing where I am and not knowing anyone around. At my junior college, I would camp out in the honors lounge between classes, and I knew everyone there. I have to find a niche here.

[spunspider]

hi sweetie! i am so out of lj right now but i wanted to come camp out with you. i'm glad you're out again! :33 also did not know it was your birthday did not even get a notif from lj. :c this year will be better for you, no question.

[avalonestel]

Yay, my sweet lovely! *hugs you to death* I wish you hung around LJ more; I miss you when you leave. X3

[spunspider]

:c i am sorry. i try, but i literally have nothing to say anymore. i'm sick of doing the whining thing, i can't do much of the tv thing, nothing much else happens in my life, i can't write anymore. twitter acts as the kpop/pointless banter outlet, tumblr as the other stuff. i want to say things but it all feels so redundant. :/ i will never leave you though. <3

[avalonestel]

*squeezes* I know what you mean. I just do the whining thing most of the time. :/

I love you, sweetie. I really do. X3

[grisclair]

IT WILL BE OKAY. IT'S JUST SCHOOL. i.e. sitting there spacing out on the lecturer while doodling in your notes. :D :D :D bring a book to read with you to kill time?

[avalonestel]

It went well, surprisingly. I wasn't as lost as I thought I would be, my classes are short, and I got used to the campus quickly. :3 I did bring a book, so that eased things along. I was just afraid I couldn't handle the school environment again so soon.

[innate_autumn]

YOU CAN DO EEET! /cheers you on like a boss

<3

[avalonestel]

*hugs*

[scintillulae]

Hey bb, it's sparkism! I just changed journals - friends?

[avalonestel]

Done, darling. :3

[scintillulae]

Yay ♥