4 am.

bed.

how long until I beg her to take me back?

how long until I move back close to her?

how long until I break again?

how long until I finally admit it's over?

sleep now.

work.

then more sleep.

how long?

I will post my days off in my LJ when they should differ from my scheduled days off. My scheduled days off are tuesday and wednesday, but next week I'm not sure what they'll be. I may have 4 days off, no days off, or just freaking weird days off. I work nights except on fridays and saturdays, and then I work days. Some saturdays I may work ( Read more... )

Chobe is the man. He had to change one font and the front page went to film. Now if the sports guys will just send their damned pages we can go home.

11:20 PM ( Read more... )

I am just sitting at work, doing nothing. Earlier I took my lunch break and brought food back with me, then used my time eating and making a sad attempt at building pages. I got 3 pages fixed/done, then Toby came back and corrected my other page a bit. It only took 4 tries to get it right. Heh. Not too bad for my second day. I sure as hell ( Read more... )

I'm off to celebrate what's left of my birthday in misery, talking about relationships, could-have-beens, should-have-beens, pain, confusion, and indecision with Toby.

Well, I've damned near emptied my hotmail address books. WHEE! So lest you be in them, your emails will never actually reach me. lol.

my friends list has been significantly shortened. if you deserve to be on it, you still are.

happy fucking birthday to me.

the pain is expunged