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It's.. everywhere I turn, I can see it everywhere and I can hear it ringing in my head. All of it at once - far too overwhelming. Difficult to gain composure.. I wanted to yell. I thought maybe if I yelled at it, then I'd have more control. I could overpower it. But that didn't stop it. I've tried to ignore it, but it's too late... the images, the sounds - they're here to stay.
I can't be dead. I can't be dead. I can't be dead. I couldn't have failed! I am Yzak Jule! They.. they called me Commander! That has to mean that I've lived to CE 73. I have lived into CE 73! These visions, ugh. I- I can't lose. I cannot lose to anyone!
F-furthermore, I cannot lose anyone! Tch, I.. I've already lost Dearka once, I will not tolerate losing him again! I've lost so many comrades and people who were important here... whether I wanted them to be or not, they were important! I hate it! I hate them! I have to hate them! I-I can't lose the ones who still faithfully stand by my side.. Dearka. Commander. Simca. I won't lose them. I can't. I refuse. I'll fight it!
If anyone else turns their back on me..
I need to find some place.. some place quiet, some place dark. Che, my head is pounding. Everything is so loud, I can't stand it.. My skin is crawling and I want to be alone - and don't at the very same time. I think I may be ill if this keeps up..
I want my mother.
It's.. everywhere I turn, I can see it everywhere and I can hear it ringing in my head. All of it at once - far too overwhelming. Difficult to gain composure.. I wanted to yell. I thought maybe if I yelled at it, then I'd have more control. I could overpower it. But that didn't stop it. I've tried to ignore it, but it's too late... the images, the sounds - they're here to stay.
I can't be dead. I can't be dead. I can't be dead. I couldn't have failed! I am Yzak Jule! They.. they called me Commander! That has to mean that I've lived to CE 73. I have lived into CE 73! These visions, ugh. I- I can't lose. I cannot lose to anyone!
F-furthermore, I cannot lose anyone! Tch, I.. I've already lost Dearka once, I will not tolerate losing him again! I've lost so many comrades and people who were important here... whether I wanted them to be or not, they were important! I hate it! I hate them! I have to hate them! I-I can't lose the ones who still faithfully stand by my side.. Dearka. Commander. Simca. I won't lose them. I can't. I refuse. I'll fight it!
If anyone else turns their back on me..
I need to find some place.. some place quiet, some place dark. Che, my head is pounding. Everything is so loud, I can't stand it.. My skin is crawling and I want to be alone - and don't at the very same time. I think I may be ill if this keeps up..
I want my mother.