Zack says ( Read more... )

Hahah ( Read more... )

Efter writing last nights entry I had a shower and I thought about what I had written and I realised that I had forgotten to write about something that Zack ruined in me... trust... How can I ever trust anyone ever again? I trusted him never to leave me, to never hurt me, to never treat me bad, to never mock my sadness (I called him like a week ago ( Read more... )

I knew I'd get confused. I told you! I hate being confused, I like things being clear and precise. I want to be able to say "This is the road I'm taking." and then actually take that road. I hate having to choose between options ( Read more... )

My last journal entry still stands.

Dear God...

Though the second on the list has (temporarily atleast) left my mind.

Congratulations Slutty!

...I can't get him out of my head...

Both of the hims...

.......both on the list of the worlds biggest dicks...

the two biggest dicks of the century

1. Robert
2. Zack

congratulations, im so disappointed in you both.

Getting alittle erratic here ( Read more... )

So Zack and I had another fight... About one of the most intense things we can fight about, religion. He is very very very religious. VERY VERY VERY. One time a loong time ago, when we just started out. like maybe 6-7 months into this very... unstable relationship... Meh, here, since im writing it out already in an aim convo, i might aswell copy ( Read more... )

ZACK HATES ME HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE
I HAVE CHANGED
OR HAVE I?`!
HE DOESNT SEE
HE CANT SEE
EVERYONE ELSE SEES

and i need to lay of the BOODZUOSAZ>E
of the ouziiiiiiiii because im getting durnkk