not in a while...

[avatharwen]

Every now and again the thought of an imminent end enters me and won't leave. It appears that these days, medicated as I am with occasional alprazolam to top off the mix, I don't panic so much but in a sense experience something worse, a much extended period of time consumed by this thought that nothing can distract me from - not entirely. It

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[destinationmetz]

I feel like this often, especially lately because my 25 birthday is looming and I feel like I haven't done a lot with my life. I hate people who are 23 and already have a masters. Fuckers!

That's the thing though I guess, taking each day at a time and enjoying what you can out of it. If staying at home is enjoyable to you then who cares?