I'm there with you. I know no matter how much people try to help and say they care it's not enough. What you really want is him, even though he's not there either.
It's probably one of the worst feelings in the world and yet you're told to get over and make it better just like that, when that's fucking impossible.
I know what you're going through and I truly do not know what to tell you except you're not the only one. I understand probably more about this than anyone b/c it's happened to me so many damn times. and it sucks worse everytime, but you have to find something inside you to keep fighting. otherwise you're just dwelling, and later on down the road it may get better, but i can't promise you anything. and that sucks.
find things to take your mind off the pain, (other than self-mutilation) and you'll get through b/c you're strong and you don't need anyone but yourself.
ava u know im here. i luv u. call me anytime u need to, i dont care if its three in the mornin...or three in the afternoon. i luv u and im here for you!!!!!!!!
and Lauren, its so hard to give up on him,b/c he always comes back,expects me to be there, and forgive him for everything and it's so hard, i sould walk away,i try to and he makes it impossible, he says he loves me, but hes only there half the time...thanks for understanding...Joe's an idiot
All boys are idiots. Joe hasn't come back to me, and I don't think he will. But it's okay b/c I don't need him, but it still hurts. I don't think I ever could have another relationship with him b/c he has hurt me so much and if he ever did come back I would have to turn him down. Maybe with you should just tell Mike you're not here for me, so why the hell should I be for you. It's worth a shot.
its hard,espally when he just came over...he's like i love you and now he wants to be with me,but he wont make up his mind....i just cant deal with it...
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It's probably one of the worst feelings in the world and yet you're told to get over and make it better just like that, when that's fucking impossible.
I know what you're going through and I truly do not know what to tell you except you're not the only one. I understand probably more about this than anyone b/c it's happened to me so many damn times. and it sucks worse everytime, but you have to find something inside you to keep fighting. otherwise you're just dwelling, and later on down the road it may get better, but i can't promise you anything. and that sucks.
find things to take your mind off the pain, (other than self-mutilation) and you'll get through b/c you're strong and you don't need anyone but yourself.
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and Lauren, its so hard to give up on him,b/c he always comes back,expects me to be there, and forgive him for everything and it's so hard, i sould walk away,i try to and he makes it impossible, he says he loves me, but hes only there half the time...thanks for understanding...Joe's an idiot
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