..guess since i finally found some friends to read this. .i'll actually use it. .i like to write poetically. often strangely.. ..but bare with me. i eventually make a point. .might even post some literary pieces for you to enjoy. ..i don't know. .well, let's see... ..what's going on in my life.

[x] went to six flags last thursday (may 19) ( Read more... )

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haven't updated in awhile...

thought i'd fill you all in on my exciting life...

the following lines describe that of which my life consists:

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[x] emptiness

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[x] pain

[x] hopelessness

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[x] desire

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notice the void,

as is my life...

a few good friends,

if listing is needed,

please inquire within.

intermittently
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love...
or lack there of.

i'm not sure i know the meaning of love,
for love has never known me...
we are but distant acquaintances,
a passer-by along a lonely street...

sure,
one day i'll find someone..
the illusive 'mr. right'.
you may find i use this journal as a source to
splurge in self pity, yes i realize this...
but all i say is all i feel.
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rehearsal tonight.
the diviners
everyone should come...
watch me make a fool of myself,
it'll be fun..
april 8, 9, & 10

cabaret
that's coming up..
end of march,
i'll be auditioning,
i might even make it in..
who knows...

i always seem to screw everything up...
damn...

another day...

going to the basketball game tonight,
Athol @ frontier...
see you there...

life seems so dull.
i sit here all day,
ohh well...

i'm in the newspaper...
ugly picture.
but that's the way it is...

i'm enjoying my vacation,
how 'bout you?

so talk to me,
if you want..
i've nothing better to do...

first entry,
what to say...

about me...
i'm no one special,
seen by few, loved by little...
yet i'm madly in love with another...

i'm average, i'd say...
no special gifts, not the best at anything...
and one day i'll be forgotten.

but for now,
i guess someone out there cares.
cause you are reading this, after all...

i love music,
it ( Read more... )