Basically
I am a manic depressive mess and there is no way I can fix this. At least, no way that I know of.
There is also no one to take care of me (but that's not really a surprise).
I don't know what to do. I can't even go get Robbie because chances are, Dan is there and I really don't want to deal with him right now.
It's my mom's birthday today. She can go fuck herself. I hate how I've grown up to be, and so much of that is because of her. I hate hate hate hate hate hate her. Too much hate.
I also am scared shitless that I won't be able to get myself through this semester. And even if I do, then what? Either I have to deal with living on my own and paying for that (god only knows how), or I have to deal with being back at my family's house where there is no room for me (literally and figuratively). I feel sick just thinking about it.
I don't even know what to think.
There is also no one to take care of me (but that's not really a surprise).
I don't know what to do. I can't even go get Robbie because chances are, Dan is there and I really don't want to deal with him right now.
It's my mom's birthday today. She can go fuck herself. I hate how I've grown up to be, and so much of that is because of her. I hate hate hate hate hate hate her. Too much hate.
I also am scared shitless that I won't be able to get myself through this semester. And even if I do, then what? Either I have to deal with living on my own and paying for that (god only knows how), or I have to deal with being back at my family's house where there is no room for me (literally and figuratively). I feel sick just thinking about it.
I don't even know what to think.