there is a place in the red light district of your heart that i used to visit.

[avertine]

dear livejournal,

sometimes i wonder to myself..who are my true friends? does anyone really care about me? who will be there in 5..10 months? this thought scares me because..
i don’t know the answer.

i miss having a set group of friends. i never had to feel funny calling someone to hang out. i never worried if they thought i was being desperate. i

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[x_make_it_hurt]

i know the feeling. thats why i dont get attached anymore.
feel better meli and i alway though you were cool.
i have a WAY diffrent group of friends over at stag...
i used to sorta feel awarkard calling you because you intimated me like..alot.
but you dont anymore♥

[booboo_kittyfck]

we need to hang out and we'll talk.
not talk like ^that talk, gossip = none.
"talk about the weather or how the weather used to be"
i love that line.
but i miss you.. alot.. alot alot.
you and mar need to come back,
you guys are like jews in germany,
now the time has come out of hiding.
now.
and by the way..
the only wardrobe that could change my opinions about you,
would probably be if you went streaking.. then i'd wonder how much you had to drink, and when your opinions changed about intoxication.

[_cause_time_]

<3 your hypocrisy.

[adams_cult]

i realize its random of me, and probably not my place, but i'd like to offer some advice. and to be fair, i'm not even that happy, so the advice could turn out to be awful.

trust 2, maybe three people at a time. one of those people should be yourself. trust the friends that you're confident you can count on. if they've been flaky, they will stay flaky.

but hang in there, i think you're awesome, and i believe that you deserve good friends

[maurice_greene]

add me