I went to work and had a great day. I did a lot of cooking which is always cooler than cleaning, although with cooking there are dishes but Claire did like almost all of them today. I wouldnt mind dishes if my nails didnt disintagrate at the thought of them. I used to do Tara's dishes al the time and she's reward me with mary j ( Read more... )

Last night Patty and I went to TGIFridays mainly for the boat of LI iced tea. Some very old guy chatted me up, and it ends up he was a graduate from the school I used to go to. We also saw Joque there, I have a feeling that's spelt wrong. We went to Target for an hour and by the time we were done we were sober. Such a bummer ( Read more... )

You Are Changing Leaves
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I put my pill down around here somewhere. Or did I take it? I can never remember ( Read more... )

I had a very awesome night with Patty. We visited Josh. Our bouquet was throw out. No sweat we can make a new one. We went to legends and used my chips I'd been hording for like months. There was this guy who introduced himself as whatever his name was- i forgot, im forty, and i study culinary at suffolk. He mixed mayo, sour cream, and horse radish ( Read more... )

You Are 24 Years Old
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Back to this feeling of coming or going. Not in life, but in general with other human beings. I'm so soft and I feel like I'll never be able to say no unless it comes down to being too much to bare. I think that determining the truth is all internal revelation. I am my own worst enemy/ Cos if I'm not making someone happy, I'm making myself into ( Read more... )

nine times out of ten, time is the ultimate answer or cure.

EIGHT DAYS in a row ( Read more... )

"this is for you, to hold you close, to keep you close to my heart, i'll scream it until your ears bleed, you'll always have a friend in me. im sorry that i split you open to keep warm between your arms hands heart and lungs but we'll beat the clock black and blue blood red to never give this up and i'll be right here to help you sleep (to help me ( Read more... )