I should totally be asleep. Oh well. It doesn't matter anyway. I left so my roommate could sleep. See I'm nice... occationally. A tinsy bit. Blah. I am so confused.... yet happy... what is up with this.

I seem to only write here when I can't sleep. I just wish I had something consistant. I have no class schedule. No people to look forward to talking too. Not even a definite work schedule. I just don't handle this up in the air stuff very well at all. There are two people I want to talk to and both are unreachable. And also unlikely choices ( Read more... )

It's 3am I must be lonely... I must get scared that oh sometime the rain is gonna wash away my believing ( Read more... )

In so many ways it is too late to quit and too soon to go home...

the world has ended many times since my last post... are you suprised?
you really shouldn't be.

I've ditched my facebook idea as a way to break up with my boyfriend... sometimes I lose faith in me. But now realizing it's 1:32 am and that my laptop is being stupid I'm going to go to sleep. Goodnight.

okay... so I sit at my computer on this Sunday morning... well it's barely morning 11:53 counts doesn't it? I'm listening to Duncan Sheik and eating Rocky Road (by Haagen-Dazs of course). I've gotten advice from everyone accpet the two people that matter the most. So I have decided to make one of them think now. No, I haven't switched into ( Read more... )

So yeah, I can't sleep. This isn't really anything new. I'm having random chest pain and crap that I can only think to attribute to stress. It's really bothering me though. Which is probably only making things worse. It just feels like college is going to take forever. I knew that this long distance thing would be hard. But no one said it ( Read more... )

Yeah so sorry I haven't written in a while. I guess I've been preoccupied. I'm tired now though cause it's 2 am. I'll write more tomorrow. I promise.

Love,
Emily

I haven't updated in so long. Like most of the time that the boy has been gone. I guess I didn't want to talk only about him all the time. He comes home tomorrow so yay ( Read more... )

I need to quit spending time alone with Emily because man does she think too much. It's starting to get on my nerves and I just don't have a clue how to tell her. I'd make Bill confront her, but he's viewing the pyramids right now from his hotel room. Quite literally actually. I must say I'm impressed. How did she end up with him anyway? Oh ( Read more... )