Comments | avintagepromise: this one goes out to sean.

avintagepromise

this one goes out to sean.

Jan 20, 2005 19:05

the way you treated me sunday was really lame. you're what? seventeen years old? yet, you acted completely childish. seeing you, and having you say those things to me made me realize just why it is that i don't come down to visit anymore. i always end up leaving more fucked up then when i arrived. but....y'know what? it doesn't even matter now. if ( Read more... )

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I'm Sorry. anonymous January 21 2005, 02:58:19 UTC

You're right. The way I treated you while you were here on Sunday was completely out of line. I'm sorry. It hurts that you would take back all that has happened between us though, even under the circumstances. What I said might have hurt you, but that wasn't my intent. I'm really sorry. I was just upset about a lot of things. The truth is that I think seeing you again made me realize how I care about you. All I heard you say though was how much you love the guy you're with now, and that you're happy. I guess that upset me. Because I know that you'll never see me that way. It pisses me off even more that I know I am the one to blame for that.

I'm also very sorry for the things I screamed at you about Chadd. You two were very close, and I'm sure it must have made things a lot worse hearing that bullshit come from me. But thats exactly what it was, bullshit. You had just as much right as me or any of the rest of us to go see him.

Re: I'm Sorry. avintagepromise January 21 2005, 03:18:09 UTC

wow. im not sure whether to laugh at or feel sorry for you. that was pathetic. im not really sure what youre trying to accomplish by apologizing, but theres no need too. i know you too well for that, and i know that its insincere anyway ( ... )

Re: I'm Sorry. anonymous January 23 2005, 00:33:53 UTC

You're right. And I'm sorry things happened with me instead of someone else. I'm really jealous of what your boyfriend has, when I think that things could have been like that for you with me, instead of who you're with now if you would have stayed.

And about Chadd. It was wrong for me to say that just because you two were close, that you should have known what was happening with him. We all keep our feelings like that bottled up, and NO ONE could have seen it coming. I really am sorry for the things I've said, and I DON'T want you to erase me from your memory.

Re: I'm Sorry. avintagepromise January 23 2005, 05:07:47 UTC

yeah, i AM right. and the way things "could have been"? are you really that stupid? i could NEVER care about ANYONE the way i care about david, especially not you.

i'm through talking to you. go harass someone else now.

evil_monkey_ January 22 2005, 00:14:54 UTC

Sorry to hear your visit didn't go so swell...but i have no clue about that so i ain't gonna get into it. i miss ya sandra...i have no clue when i'll ever be able to see everybody again...but i do hope our paths cross again and hopefully for a while we can travel a path together, laugh, make fun of stupid ppl, have fluff, pull pranks and what not. i really hope someday we do get to have such a blast...like the good ol days. so yea til then...

avintagepromise January 23 2005, 00:28:19 UTC

awwwww i know rick. i miss you!

jackass alert ithinkiaminsane January 22 2005, 06:08:45 UTC

uh oh sounds like a jackass alert. i'm sorry sandra... i (of course) dont know sean but hey, if he's gonna be an asshole (expecially about chadd) then i think its good that you "erased" him from your memory. you dont need that.