so i have been sick for the past week ( Read more... )

i rented the notebook ( Read more... )

so weird kid that i met ice skating is a stalker and kinda creeps me out ( Read more... )

so randomnly my brother wayne decides to have a group of guys over to play cards tonight....right away i though...ughh. It was a good time...it turned into a mini fiesta and maggie came over to join the fun and we had good times. So i haven't updated in just about forever but i really haven;t had time or really felt like i should or needed to or ( Read more... )

so I am snowed in, like most of you, and thought since I am so bored, now would be a good time to update. Lots has been going on in my life, lots of changes, lots of choices. Some decisions are still left to be made, but I am more excited about them now than scared. I want to live my life my way, and not for anyone else, and I am taking my time ( Read more... )

so life has been pretty crazy lately. I had a complete breakdown and completely lost sight of who I am and what I believe in. Then I decided that all had to change and that I need to be a better person. In the process of beginning to try to be the person that I want to become, the rest of my world comes crashing down around me. I don't seem to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that God hates me and his favorite passtime is bitchslapping me! It like, oh its that ashley girl and something is going good in her life, I think its time for me to knock her on her ass again. Oh well...I guess theres not much I can do but keep doing. I don't know if that makes sense to anyone but me, but maybe ( Read more... )

sometimes i think that life would be a whole lot easier if I just gave up and just went somewhere and lived my life in complete solitude...well since I can't I guess instead I will just have to depend completely on myself so that the only person that can disappoint me or hurt me is me. Oh well, its ok, sometimes when its easier to not expect ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish that i wasn't always alone. Even when there are people around I am still alone, and sometimes that is what keeps me going...alone time can be refreshing, but sometimes its just lonely. Well I have to go get ready for work now...if you get bored you should come in and visit.

hahaha! so I just read my last journal entry and it made me laugh a lot. I had forgot about that day at work. So it has been quite a while since the last time I updated. I have just been too busy to stop and get on the computer. Tommy and I broke up, but its good because we are still close friends and I think I talk to him more now than I did ( Read more... )