So I woke up at the crack of dawn this morning so I could get to school extra early and learn all the stuff I missed in Algebra 2 while I was sick. I was just going to sleep in and say I forgot to go in and then go tomorrow because I was extra tired this morning, but my parents gave me this big speech about the early bird getting the worm, and how ( Read more... )

So it has been forever since I have been around a computer long enough to type more than just one sentence so I haven't been able to update. Boring useless information about my life--I had a wonderful spring break. I went to Florida with the band and Devilettes, had a great time and met some amazing people. I came home and went to Indy to visit ( Read more... )

have you ever really felt like writing, and then when you sat down to do just that your mind goes blank? I am having one of those days :( Oh well...i guess I will try again some other time!

So yea, my own stupidity got me fired today. I knew it was coming...but it still sucks. Today hasn't been too great, but oh well. If anyone has any ideas of where I can find a new place of employment, tell me, unless it has anything to do with ice cream. I am done with ice cream. Well i better go and get some rest.

thats all I can say to explain what I am hearing inside my own head. I wish there was a way that I could escape my own thoughts. Sometimes I think it would be easier that way. If I didn't know what I was thinking then I would be free from everything that holds me back from the things I really want to do. I wish I could let go of all my ( Read more... )

so wow, thats all I have to say. I don't know what is going in this world anymore, let alone in my own head. I think that my own thoughts are more confusing than trying to figure out the meaning to life. I don't know what to think or what to do, so I am going with my heart, not my head, and I am doing things i never thought I would. I don't ( Read more... )

so yes, this week has been very crazy. I dislocated my shoulder and tore the lining in it and all this crazy stuff, so I am in a sling. Its not so bad though. I didn't get to dance at the pacers game, and I don't get to dance tonight, but it isn't the end of the world. I get out of the sling in like 2 days and then I start physical therapy, so ( Read more... )

So my day has been full of events..some good, some bad, but all necessary. I am sorry to any people I have ever hurt in my lifetime. Sometimes it is easier to believe things that seem better than what is real. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but it does to me. I have many wonderful friends, and I just want to say thank you to all of ( Read more... )

my tummy hurts from stress! Grr, for the first time in my life i think I actually want to go to school tomorrow. I really need to talk to someone, and i don't ever talk to them unless I am at school, and I know they won't call me, they don't need to talk to me. I hate that I can't be perfect, but the thing I hate even more than that, is that I ( Read more... )

wow...its really depressing when you find a college of your dreams. I have good enough grades, i am positive i would have enough points on the SAT i am positive of that, i am pretty sure I would be able to get in. it is in New York, which is where I have always wanted to live, and is specializes in all the things that I am interested in. It is a ( Read more... )