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I really want to sleep. But instead, I did this...
♥ I ♥
I am: 'manda
I want: someone to talk to?
I have: my puppy, bandit. my pug > your pug.
I wish: don't make me cry.
I hate: meat.
I miss: having a family.
I fear: being alone and being unloved.
I hear: the soft hum of my computer
I search: for reasons to breathe.
I wonder: when I’ll be content.
I regret: a lot of things.
I love: my boyfriend and what is left of my family and friends.
I ache: my head.
I always: hate myself.
I am not: -
I dance: when I hear something good.
I sing: when I’m happy.
I cry: only when it really hurts.
I am not always: this emo.
I write: only in my journal or at school.
I win: at the lamest things.
I lose: loser.
I confuse: everyone.
I should: start drinking.
♥ three things you are often complimented for: ... ♥
You get embarrassed when: people put me on the spot.
What upsets you: liars. dependant people.
You keep a diary: never.
You like to cook: more than most people think.
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: no.
You set your alarm clock a few minutes ahead: so I'll wake up in the morning and freak out thinking I'm late for class.
You bite your fingernails: when I’m thinking. They bleed sometimes. I think too much.
You believe in love: yes.
♥? Who is...? ♥
The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: all the girls I know are beautiful.
The weirdest person you know: Ian.
The loudest person you know: Jilly.
Your close friends: =\
The person that knows the most about you: Dennis
Most boring teacher: Helmick. Oh-my-fucking-god.
♥ ?what is? ♥
Your most overused phrase on I’m: "grr"
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: me in the future, happy.
Your best feature: ...
Inside joke: wal-mart.
♥ ?do you...? ♥
Take a shower everyday: not everyday.
Have a (any) crush (es): I crush Den.
Think you've been in love: yeah.
Want to get married: yes.
Have any tattoos/where?: None yet.
Piercing/where?: Ears and tummy
Get along with your parents: well, my dad when he's around.
♥ ?when you see this name you think of; ♥
Ryan: too many.
Rob: fatty jerk.
Stephanie: lj.
Heather: fatty.
Aaron: carter
Amy: fatty
Eve: bible.
Jon: shepherd. fatty.
Alex: de la cruze
Justin: timberlake.
Ricky: ricardo
Jack: nightmare before x-mas
♥ ?(favorites) ♥
Number: 10
Color: Just think of all the colors of a bruise; blue, greens, browns, purples.
Day: Thursday.
Month: November
Song: Beatles - hide your love away, fool on the hill.
Food: a lot of things.
Season: autumn
Drink: chocolate milk.
Veggie: cucumber.
♥ ?(preferences) ♥
Cuddle or make out?: Cuddle.
Chocolate milk, or hot chocolate?: Chocolate milk.
Milk, dark, or white chocolate?: White chocolate, of course.
Vanilla or chocolate?: Vanilla. Except I any vanilla alcohol.
Now, I sleep.
♥ I ♥
I am: 'manda
I want: someone to talk to?
I have: my puppy, bandit. my pug > your pug.
I wish: don't make me cry.
I hate: meat.
I miss: having a family.
I fear: being alone and being unloved.
I hear: the soft hum of my computer
I search: for reasons to breathe.
I wonder: when I’ll be content.
I regret: a lot of things.
I love: my boyfriend and what is left of my family and friends.
I ache: my head.
I always: hate myself.
I am not: -
I dance: when I hear something good.
I sing: when I’m happy.
I cry: only when it really hurts.
I am not always: this emo.
I write: only in my journal or at school.
I win: at the lamest things.
I lose: loser.
I confuse: everyone.
I should: start drinking.
♥ three things you are often complimented for: ... ♥
You get embarrassed when: people put me on the spot.
What upsets you: liars. dependant people.
You keep a diary: never.
You like to cook: more than most people think.
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: no.
You set your alarm clock a few minutes ahead: so I'll wake up in the morning and freak out thinking I'm late for class.
You bite your fingernails: when I’m thinking. They bleed sometimes. I think too much.
You believe in love: yes.
♥? Who is...? ♥
The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: all the girls I know are beautiful.
The weirdest person you know: Ian.
The loudest person you know: Jilly.
Your close friends: =\
The person that knows the most about you: Dennis
Most boring teacher: Helmick. Oh-my-fucking-god.
♥ ?what is? ♥
Your most overused phrase on I’m: "grr"
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: me in the future, happy.
Your best feature: ...
Inside joke: wal-mart.
♥ ?do you...? ♥
Take a shower everyday: not everyday.
Have a (any) crush (es): I crush Den.
Think you've been in love: yeah.
Want to get married: yes.
Have any tattoos/where?: None yet.
Piercing/where?: Ears and tummy
Get along with your parents: well, my dad when he's around.
♥ ?when you see this name you think of; ♥
Ryan: too many.
Rob: fatty jerk.
Stephanie: lj.
Heather: fatty.
Aaron: carter
Amy: fatty
Eve: bible.
Jon: shepherd. fatty.
Alex: de la cruze
Justin: timberlake.
Ricky: ricardo
Jack: nightmare before x-mas
♥ ?(favorites) ♥
Number: 10
Color: Just think of all the colors of a bruise; blue, greens, browns, purples.
Day: Thursday.
Month: November
Song: Beatles - hide your love away, fool on the hill.
Food: a lot of things.
Season: autumn
Drink: chocolate milk.
Veggie: cucumber.
♥ ?(preferences) ♥
Cuddle or make out?: Cuddle.
Chocolate milk, or hot chocolate?: Chocolate milk.
Milk, dark, or white chocolate?: White chocolate, of course.
Vanilla or chocolate?: Vanilla. Except I any vanilla alcohol.
Now, I sleep.