As I  was explaining the other day, I am a social retard. I went to meet some friends of Jeni's and I realized how awkward I am. When I meet new people I'm so shy. All I can do is stand there and just do.... nothing. If there are people around me talking and laughing I can't add anything to the conversation; all I can do is laugh like I know what's ( Read more... )

I hate myself and the state I'm in ( Read more... )

I hate how everyone treats me like i'm fucking stupid. And I can't stand being called and dumb blonde. Some ass hole custumer called me that to someone that i work with. When she told me what he said I so wanted to go off on the guy, but instead I jut kept it in and laughed about it. That is such a stupid stereotype, and I'm sick of it. I am just a ( Read more... )

--I moved out this week; or you could say I moved in. . . I moved to dickson with my friend Sam and her x-boyfriend. Yeah it's as awkward as it sounds. I also have 2 jobs, Long John Silver's and making jewelry for an indian woman named Venus. This wendsday finishes my summer school. It is really hard, but i'm getting through it the best I can ( Read more... )

So yeah my life pretty much suchs when I have a thousand descisions to make. An as you know I suck at making any descision, however easy they may be. So my mom recently got pregnant and I was really excited about having another sibling, but turns out she's not anymore. something happened and it just doesn't exist, but the doc's can't explain what ( Read more... )

Well i moved out, starteandschool and got a job awesome... i ate lunch with crystal and she gave me my graduation gift... which I needed. I neeed all the money I can get. With the job that I have and the hous that I work i can axactly pay my rent and bye my gas... I hae no room for play ... I needa second job. Mom took me out to diner after I got ( Read more... )

Today I have completely moved out of my house. I moved into this awesome basement in Franklin/Thompson Station. I'm pretty scared, i'm not completely sure of what, but I am. I'm really far away from matt and it makes me really sad. Plus there's no phone here and I have to use my cell, which sucks. I start my new job tommorow at the Breadbasket, ( Read more... )

so yeah,I haven't posted in forever and my sweet summer is almost over ( Read more... )

My life right now is pretty boreing and I want it to hurry up and be august. Iv'e been playing Super Mario NON-STOP and it's great!!! We just got air conditioners put into our windows... AWESOME. It's been so hot lately ( Read more... )

Well summer has set in and I'm so incredibly bored. I spent the other night with Amber and her friends joey and daniel. Then I spent the last two days with Samantha. I keep seeing random people from school, and it still hasn't set in that it's over. Iv'e attempted to clean my room today. I just found things that remind me of my lost friends. Iv'e ( Read more... )