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[awakenedbydeath]

omg.....i dont even know how to begin to express the pain i feel right now....i hate this forbidden emotion called love....now i know...im really sorry for everything i have ever done to anyone...especially u melissa.....u have done nothing but try ur damnest to keep s friends and i now know the pain i have put u through with all the things that i

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[abriefglimpse]

...time will heal all pain...time and tears, thats what works for me. and dont worry girls arnt everything, have fun, be yourself. I know that sounds like really corney advice but when you stop trying to figure out what everyone else wants you to be u learn what you want to be, and thats what makes u happy... <3 ttyl

[yay4clay5230]

i mean who wants to date a fuck up? its not easy not being what everyone wants me to be....

I never wanted you to be anyone else. And I never will. I love the person you are, but you just need to find yourself before you go trying to make everyone else happy. Obviously you're not ready for serious relationships, otherwise you wouldn't be feeling this way. I'm sorry that you're depressed, really. I'm glad we're friends. You know so much about me that I don't tell other people. You were there for me when I needed you the most, and there's nothing else that you could do that would mean as much to me as that. So stop worrying whether you're making everyone else happy, and make yourself happy. And surround yourself with people who make YOU happy. Be selfish for once. You're too worried about other people. Be yourself Joey, not what you think everyone wants you to be. There are people who like you just the way you are.

<333 Melissa

[awakenedbydeath]

thank you....i will definatley take your advice to mind. it made me think about how i do need to make my self happy. everyone is always telling me i worry too much about other people when i should be worring about myself...again thank you...im going to go work on making myself hayyp

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[yay4clay5230]

good, you need to.

<333 Melissa