For the first time in my life,

I Give Up.

Maybe...Hell I don't know ( Read more... )

Eh...

I'm thinking it's time to distance myself. It just isn't going to happen...

You're beautiful but you don't know ( Read more... )

Is going in a crazy spiral. I can't tell if it's up or down...No matter how many times people bring me down, or just plain kick me to the curb...I still have my hope. Wtf? I don't even get it. At this point, I should just want to toss out everyone in my life who doesn't mean anything to me. Or even the people I don't respect anymore ( Read more... )

Today is gonna be the day ( Read more... )

Bored. Angry. Frustrated. Disappointed. Discontent ( Read more... )

i'll get over it. eventually. do you even understand how devastating it is to have someone you trust with you life tear you down [and make you feel like you're not good enough]? I guess not ( Read more... )

Maybe it's better off this way. Everything happens for a reason, so hopefully there's a damn good reason behind losing this ( Read more... )

yayayayay! tonight = first time in a performance on stage and it actually tuned out not-so-bad. thankfully we're doing it again wednesday and thursday for christmas cheer, so i know we'll do better next time....and then maybe that damn head won't be on the table ready to fall when i put the coat on it...*awkward*