damn im tired. -went to ashley's last night -stayed uo til-6:30 this morning.. and i missed my get home curfew.. thankfully no one was home ( Read more... )

hahah my id on DA!!! i like it ./ what do u think?

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im still depressed .. but im not. im happy. its weird. its all thanx to ashley. i love u! u keep my reel running..
lol (love the 70's music)

yeah i had the worst weekend ever! Emily totally screwed me ash.. and tiff over so becca, dan, and allen wouldn't get into trouble but so we could! whatever! im so depressed! everyone was all happy at school and well i was sitting in first period:geometry: and i had a panic attack and i was breathing uncontrolably and i was crying and not even ( Read more... )

god dammit.. my dad is bitching at me for no reason! he always makes me cry... i wish i could leave and never look back...

i can't belive this.. sean called me. we're talking again.. just friends though.. he hurt me too bad. its nice talking to him again though. he wants to hang out. dang there are things going through my head that shouldn't be. im not sure i want to go there. but in a way maybe i'll still be able to have him.. in a way./ a better way/ i dunno.

went to emily's last night. it was alright i guess. got a little typsy. i dunno. we tried to get inthe hot tub and it wouldn't warm up to the right temp. at all. emily's house is freaking huge! its like a castle. and its right on the river in brandenburg.. like way out there. it was so nice. she has her own painting studio. and her room is like the ( Read more... )

im bored right now. i tried that sunless tan crap on my legs and around my knees and angles are terrible and it looks like a dog took a shit on me! dammit! i jjust want to be tan. i did lay out on my back deck today for lik 30 min. like that did anything! tiffany's b-day is coming up and i have to get her something. im gonna see if i can go tonight ( Read more... )

yeah im writing again today. i still haven't got any sleep. i tryed but i just layed there and stared at the ceiling thinking of the possibilites of emily's party. i seriously am excitied and i better get to go. Happy Easter. even thought it wasn't the greatest. i don't even go to my grandma's anymore... and i loved going there. my brother and my ( Read more... )

yeah last night i stayed at Ashley's and Emily did too. im on about 2 hours of sleep right now. we just stayed up and did nothing except talk ( Read more... )