man!

[awaketoself]

it's been almost a year since i been on my own again like in oct. thats when it really started  and it still sucks because the devil won another battle  but am still alive in christ born again fighting for my faith and still have a love for jesus that make me at peace,i hate losing to devil  but its to late  i lost my wife and friends  watch bad

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[djsamwise]

"u won this battle but not the fight i will reign with christ one day and this earth is not my home..."
I dunno anything about what happened to your kids but I am praying for them and you, brother.

hey

[awaketoself]

"u won this battle but not the fight i will reign with christ one day and this earth is not my home..."
am just yelling at the devil here and telling him my place with God but as far as my fam. goes my kids live with their moms but to go really in to it i would like to talk to u in person or on phone bro its to deep for me to write about it here thank u 4 ur prayers hope ur fam. is good miss u guys

[cess]

You didn't lose to the devil because things didn't work out with jess and don't you dare belive that lie. Belive it or not but God let it happen for a reason and you might not be able to see now but God can use that. I've seen God use some crazy juck before. Just know what your doing in your heart is right, you know you tryed your heart to make it work and thats what matter. God knows your heart and loves you for it. Don't let it get you down seriously you did try your hardest.. Your a great father and Zack is going to turn out just as good as Bri has. And she is a alsome kid and you should be proud! Don't ever give up faith and hope!
God bless ya always!
~Cess~

[awaketoself]

thanks ur one my friends that been there 4 me u been helping threw this i feel like we came better friend and had alot goodtime this summer like camping, parties,good talks, thanks 4 being my friend

[cess]

sorry kido... but you can't say thanks yet.. I'm still going to be your frenid after your post. You make it sound like I going to a diffrent contury or dieing or somthing. Lol :-P You've been a Good frenid right back at ya so thanks...