Once upon a time...

[awakeuntildawn]

There was a girl who had a best friend. That girl was me. J and I had grown up together since we were infants. Our families were extremely close - living across the street from each other. We were childhood friends. Best of friends. Sisters. Unfortunately, it didn't last forever

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[stormvibrations]

You sound exactly like me with my ex; I can't seem to let go of him either just because it sounds like his life's going much better than mine. Just think about what happiness you do have in your life; you have an awesome guy in your life and her boyfriend sounds less than stellar, from what you've said about him. Each person has good or bad things in their lives, and you have just as good of a life as hers, maybe even better, because you do have caring people in your life.

[awakeuntildawn]

::big hugs:: Thank you so much for this comment. It made me smile and realize a lot of things I hadn't realized before. Unfortunately it doesn't make it go away, but it makes it a bit easier. Especially when I have other people telling me them. ;)

[homebrewed]

I bet I know who J is...lol

[awakeuntildawn]

lol I'm sure you do. You've been around long enough to know. :)

[homebrewed]

haha, I knew her before I knew you...lol

[awakeuntildawn]

Ha. Yeah, everyone knew her before they knew me it seems. Because she was the social one. I was just the quiet friend. ;)