im really tired of making an effort when others dont..
why cant i ever say what i relly think

its been a normal new year for the most part

i leave saturday
that.. im happy about

oh my god.... im gonna die

im a FAILURE

im so upset right now

and tired cause i didnt go to sleep till 3.. thats not me

merry effing xmas

schools over.. as of wednesday for me ( Read more... )

i have my own animated face when i log into my yahoo email

its really cool

so i realized like days ago that i havent updated for a while ( Read more... )

todays my birthday!

best part of the day so far:
gorgeous (and i mean absolutely beautiful) fireman saying happy birthday to me

yea so ill be 18 in 4 days

ya know communication really is key
thats something i still need to learn a lot about too

sheesh

best part of my college experience so far:

tuesday and thursday lunches with ashley, joanna, and vilte

i really need a good hug right now

or at least sumone to beat up

i REALLY hate being told that i need to have fun and loosen up ( Read more... )