While I can't complain that I got Aiden for the last 4 days, there's still something that sucks really bad about not waking up on Christmas with the love of your life. Last night I played gears of war til about 3 with this kid on co-op mode. it was really fun and he's a really cool dude from Pittsburgh. woke up this morning and he was back on at ( Read more... )

I feel like I lifted a weight off my shoulders when I didn't buy another sidekick. I feel like I've just lifted an even larger weight off by deleting that myspace page ( Read more... )

I just watched a show called "Story Tellers". From the age of 12, when the song "Alive" came out... and then ultimately the album "Ten", I was a huge fan of Pearl Jam ( Read more... )

I hope someday you realize what you're doing and how selfish you are. I hope you know how your son is looking at you and saying "I wish you would just tell the world you're proud of me and the job I did, and stop trying to tell people how hurt of a mother you are ( Read more... )

Tell me what good this has done for anyone in life that is NOT superficial.


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I saw my dad for the first time today in over a year. I haven't talked to him in as long as that either. It was pretty cool. Tomorrow is court. I hope I get to see Aiden and I hope I get what I'm filing for. I've been very very very very stressed lately, and no one returned my calls to see my son on Thanksgiving. Please please please God let ( Read more... )

So the Playstation 3 comes out tonight. I heard someone say "now the TRUE high def era begins ( Read more... )

She sucks, and so do her politics.

In other news, I also hate Rosie O'donnel.

Went to court today to establish paternity. Steph didn't show up, but her dumb-ass attorney did. I call him a dumb ass because he actually filed a motion for a change of venue. In other words, we'd have to go to hammond to proceed, even though aiden has lived with me for the entirety of his life, and st. joe is his residence, not lake county. ( Read more... )

So. A couple of my friends saw steph with my son at the mall today. One of the even said "you need to take Aiden over to see Jason".

Did she do that? Fuck no.

She knows I've been killing myself to be with my son. And instead of calling me, dropping him off, or just coming over and ringing the doorbell, the bitch doesn't say shit. Great.