some stuff from my sketchbook.
don't know why this scanned so strange.
drew this while i was waiting.
i bought all these fanny packs that i want to customize and sell.
been feeling really let down about this girl.
messed up but i still like this.
please explain.
drawn from thesartorialist.
drawn from thesartorialist.
i have been beating myself up about this girl who i went on a date with. who has stopped talking to me, won't answer my calls, feel as if it's something that i've done. she's avoiding me. i wish she would just come out and say, i don't like you that way or something. i don't know why i'm being so hard on myself about it. we were seeing each other for all of 3 weeks. strange. strange. i can't help but feel that something is wrong with me. like i'm going to be alone for a really long time. which is okay! there is nothing wrong with that. i keep telling myself, but my body says otherwise. i've been writing songs, but it's hard to record them at home, i left my acoustic at home and don't want to plug the electric into an amp so it sounds like shit.
fuck.
fuck.
trying to get over this hump. trying to work in my sketchbook, i have to go to the craft store to pick up some inks and stuff. gotta keep myself moving.