Okay, okay, some may think that I need to take my dumb ass over to a calendar and check the day... Well, it is my "work week Friday" since I do not have to work tomorrow... I get to go a RAL with VPD tomorrow. It is going to fucking rock! Yeah! I am in a good mood, although I woke Kori up (She was sleeping in Kari's bed) this morning and feel ( Read more... )

Well, my Oral Board went fucking great! I feel really, really good about it. Work has been good, I just finished playing ultimate frisbee (yeah, I know, tough stuff), lost by one, shoulda won though. I dropped to scoring plays... ahhgggg... Work has been crazy, everyone thinks that their problem should be my biggest problem/priority. They don't ( Read more... )

Last night sucked, but I feel a lot better today. Fuck her, I realize now that I just hate her. Plain and simple. I thought that maybe we would remain friends, but no, there is just hate there. That is all... Kari makes me so happy, and I wish I could take the pain, and confusion that she feels, and just absorb it for her, but I feel to much ( Read more... )

I just want to scream! God my computer is working so slow! To compare, if the average computer was like a fiber optic laser light show, my work one would be like a fucking candle! Most of the time it hauls ass, but slow shit right now. I have a shit ton of fucking work to do, and cannot because it requires speeds in excess of a turtle (For you ( Read more... )

Lost within this world you've shattered ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

I am not sure what is going on, and I wish I could figure it out. The thoughts of confusion that are racing around in my head are starting to drive me absolutely nuts! I don't know what I should think, and I know that some of these thoughts are right, and an equal amount of them are wrong... I had the weirdest dream last night, there was this ( Read more... )