I'd update, but there is really nothing to update about.

My Dad is still gone.
My Mom is still a stupid fucking cunt.
Bryan is still a fucking loser.
That counts for my "sister" as well.
And Jacob is still addicted to Halo.

And I'm still pissed off and miserable.

I hate not being able to pinpoint a reason for why you feel a certain way. Cause it seems that there are so many things that are wrong. And that sucks. Because how in the hell do you even begin to fix things ( Read more... )

ugh i feel so blah.

what is wrong with today?

blah. i'm angry. i feel irrationally angry and pissed off. i mean, given any other time, i wouldn't feel this pissed off about something. but i dunno what it is... i am like OHMYGODILLFUCKINGRIPYOURFACEOFF angry. and my eyes sting like i want to cry. but for fucking what?! i mean, there is my primary this is why i am kind of mad reason, and ( Read more... )

Meh. So I guess this is karma? In the sense that you tell one person you can't hang out because you can't at the time, but ultimately, end up hanging out with someone else a whole lot later. Then see people you really don't want to see. Yes, I would say so, kind of, sort of. Then having random girls who are friends or previous mutual friends ( Read more... )

i realized that i haven't updated this mess in a long time. a real update. and there's nothing to really update about. i still live the same bland, boring life i've always lived. i still dream of bigger and better things, but have yet to even begin to make them a reality. i feel funny tonight. i can't focus on anything. i can't even fully ( Read more... )

my dreams are fucking WEIRD ( Read more... )

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Ugh. I'm so fucking tired. I got very minimal sleep yesterday. Then spent like the ENTIRE day @ my grandma's house. Not that I mind, because my grandparents are so neat. But I just get so antsy when I am over there for a long time. And their house is gross and it makes me not want to be there. But some companies have been investing A LOT of ( Read more... )

keyboardas that get measased up are fucking astupid.

And of courase, I could go back and fizx all of thease erroras but that qwould take qway longer than I actually qwant to aspend bitching about broken keyboardas.