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[awesome_saucey]

Okay Okay I'm done being vague. Last night, I went on a brief date with a dude named Sean that I know from school, and he made moves which I don' dig but don't really know how to deal with BECAUSE I HATE DATES AND I NEVER GO ON THEM. Seriously, I don't plan on dating until the if-and-when-I-want-get-married state of mind happens. Anyway, one thing

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[human_oven]

Damn. The whole thing sucks, emily. You're not an idiot.

And with your other entry too, being honest about how you feel to someone isn't a stupid quality, it is great and key and stuff like that.

Big hug, your plan sounds good, if probably painful.

[mallet_rhythms]

Ahhh, this whole thing sounds like a bloody mess! :(

I agree with Laura - you're definitely way far from being an idiot. To me, it sounds like Darrin's the idiot for not wanting you ASAP. I don't know if waiting for him to come around is the best idea - like Laura said, it might break your heart more than fill it up in the long run, but if that's what you're willing to do, then good luck and cheers to you.

You seem like you're going through a significant amount of shit right now, and i can't presume to know exactly what it is, just judging from livejournal, twitter, etc, but I can offer support and an ear if you need anything, cause I've DEFINITELY been in that spot before... <3 :)

[awesome_saucey]

hey all, thanks.

As always, livejournal is bitch fest land and my life actually isn't all that bad... the romantic part could be better but it actually could be a lot worse too. Last night was just rough, but hopefully it doesn't represent anything prolonged.

And I don't think I phrased the "waiting around for him" section well enough... I don't plan on waiting around for him. I mean if he comes around and I'm still around that's great but it's nothing I'm building my life about, and that's why I'm trying to get my name back into the sphere of being single.

I dunnnoooo boy stuff is dumb. I'm hardcore doing midterms and shit pretty much through Wednesday afternoon, but if any of you want to call and hang out after feel free :]

Gaah but I know you're leaving Laura :[ we'll work something out.

Anyway, you're all awesome!