36 minutes have passed since the arguement my family had. every time an arguement breaks out, i can't help but compare my life to the arguement. ugh. i disgust myself. why am i ranting about how much life sucks and blah blah blah? i'm happy. i'm happy i'm alive and i didn't kill myself last year. but some things makes me wonder if i made the right ( Read more... )

Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Badger Mushroom Mushroom! i'm such an idiot. i just burned a cd full of that. 99 tracks of it. i'm going to have a brain aneurysm. it will be fun though. i am also burning another cd. then i am getting offline. i am going to church at 8 in the morning tomorrow. good for me ( Read more... )

I've analyzed my life and i've decided to compare it to walking on a tightrope without a net. i could either make it across or fall to my doom. i really don't know how to feel right now. it's really confusing. it's okay though, oddly enough. i didn't go to shcool today. i missed the bus.. well, the bus missed me. it's not my fault. so i went home. ( Read more... )

Well, school went so fucking slow today. yesterday i went bowling. big whoop. oh well. i got home, went online and then got a phone call from jenn. we talked a really long time yet again. it was fun time. i got bored so i fell asleep. i woke up the next day (monday) thinking about stuff like what today was. well my day was boring. very slow. i'm ( Read more... )

Well I realize that i haven't updated this in a really long freakin time so I just thought that I'd do it. Since my last entry, Holly broke up with me... it was bound to happen. oh well, i guess i'll have to get over it... click click. DONE ( Read more... )

Hi everybody. Today was neutral. Holly got into Niagara. I'm happy for her but I'm sad that she's going to be going off to college. well my day was stupid anyways. today i was drawing "the famous arrests of my childhood." I drew Pee Wee Herman. Well, duh! He jerked off in a porn theater. Then i drew Gumby because Gumby got arrested for killing ( Read more... )

Well, Holly has practice all week. Yeah I'm happy about that (sarcasm) but I'm really happy because our 11 month was yesterday. I got dreadlocks 3 days ago. Yeah, there's toothpaste in them. Why you ask??? Because I didn't have any wax of course. Hmmm... This is odd... my right nipple feels strange. Not necessarily my left one. Just my right nipple ( Read more... )