I'm unhappy. 

 "Of all the strategems, to know when to quit is the best."

It's never felt so good to quit before. 

 15 days until I get to return to Lansing for Thanksgiving break! Yay! So excited it's not even funny ( Read more... )

 And in 3 days, my life is flipped rightside up again. Thank goodness. 

It's really hard when you know what you want, but there are so many things in the way it makes you think that it's not worth it anymore. I love what I'm doing these days and this past weekend made me that more excited about it - but there is so much bullshit in the air it makes me really upset. So I'm kind of lost now. Which sucks. I hate this ( Read more... )

 it's just that much harder to go there for 2 days and come back than to not be there for months. 

Despite my full calendar, my sleepless nights, and my countless hours spent in the library this week, I'm happy. And to be quite honest, by Thursday night I'm usually pretty freaking miserable with my life. But I kind of feel like I'm on track with things. And I've got to say, that's a tremendous feeling. I just took an exam today that I think I ( Read more... )

 In love with this season, in love with the fact that I'm going to Ann Arbor in 2 days, in love with my life right now.

In love with these quotes:
"If you do not change direction, you may end up where you're heading."
Lao Tzu

"Only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go."
TS Elliot

"The real leader has no need to lead, he ( Read more... )

She said I don't spend time like I really should
She said she don't know me, anymore
I think she hates me deep down, I know she does
She wants to erase me hmmmmmm

A couple days no talking, I seen my baby
And this what she tells me, she said

I keep on running, keep on running
And nothing works
I can't get away from you, no

I keep on ducking, keep on ducking
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 I'm almost entirely certain that the hardest part of my semester is over. And that is such a weight off my shoulders, I can't even express it. Once the homecoming concert was over with and I was home in my bed after an 18 hour work day (yes, 18 hours - I said it), I immediately felt better about everything. That was my biggest worry. And it was ( Read more... )