Oh Alex, I totally know what you mean. I have work today but otherwise, I'd totally go to Chicago with you. Anyway, about your "boy stash," it's totally understandable. It's like, you want to have more than one so that if one of them leaves you or hurts you, you won't be alone, you'll still have the other ones to run back to. The bad thing about that is that you'll end up using these boys as a crutch, and you'll never find the one guy that you could completely trust. And in the end, you know that is really what you want. Someone you could trust. Someone you could give up the other guys for.
eventually you'll find someone who you feel something towards, however, in terms of psychoanalysis you need to examine, evaluate and come to terms with the relationship with your father. otherwise that nasty little problem won't be going away any time soon.
oh leave it to me to ask the question, "well, how's your relationship with your father?"
I am bad at loving people, too. They always seem to be able to just love me without much effort and I can't stop thinking about in which way I might love them or if I really do (I may be tricking myself) and the indecision about what I want ruins what I want. The people I'm sure about are too much basketcases to care about me the way any other person would.
I've never had much a boy stash. But I can see the appeal.
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eventually you'll find someone who you feel something towards, however, in terms of psychoanalysis you need to examine, evaluate and come to terms with the relationship with your father. otherwise that nasty little problem won't be going away any time soon.
oh leave it to me to ask the question, "well, how's your relationship with your father?"
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I've never had much a boy stash. But I can see the appeal.
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UPDATE!
That is all.
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