i really really wish i had sucked it up and shelled out for at least one VIP ticket package for the Circus. i should have done it! everyone's going to be there, and it turns out some of my friends are all in for the PCD pre-party and gallery seating which would have been awesome, and not lonely, and i'm really upset about it. i know i should be a bigger person about it but i'm jealous as fuck. i generally hate live music performances. if i were more into grassroots, blues, r&b, or rock i'd be more into it but my genre of choice is pop and let's face it, pop is about production and spectale, not raw talent and vocal chops. this would have been the third concert i'd ever been to in my life, that's how bad i wanted it. i know this is one of the most frivolous whining fests i've ever posted but i'm really, really disappointed.