[The writing is slower than usual; thoughtful or maybe a little unsure at times. However, it is undeniably Spring's writing and holds more sincerity than his previous halting journal entries have in the more recent past.]So many new things have come up lately. It is sad to see the animals dying, but the Wilderness seems to have taken a better
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I guess I'm both, in a way.
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Now that I am thinking about it, Bell and Gai-sensei used to call me 'Lotus' when I was first here. Perhaps this is the same kind of situation.
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A name is simply what you call yourself. I don't know if that makes it more or less important, but it seems to me your decision is pretty simple. Who do you feel like, Spring, Lee, or Lotus?
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Hmm. I feel like "Lotus" could be me, but it is not something I have gone by in my time here. "Spring" is who I have been for so long as I can remember, but "Lee" definitely feels like me too. This is why it is a problem. They are all me, but at the same time they are different parts of me. Or perhaps stages of me? I do not know if I'm ready yet to become "Lee" without more memories of who Lee really is.
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Some have called me Romana, and I do not mind it, but I truly prefer Fred.
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Then I will continue to call you Fred-san as well! I like your name so I am happy to hold onto the one that you prefer!
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Thank you. As it happens, I announced my true name back when I first received it, as well. But over time, certain things happened, and [pentaps] this is how it ended up.
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Fred has become a part of you just as much as Spring has become a part of me. Perhaps that is why it is hard to let the name go, even after we have found our real names.
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Maybe try both for a while? See which one sticks. Personally, you're still gonna be 'Mini Gai' to me.
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I would not mind trying both. That might be a good idea! But why am I mini? I am not that small! Even if Gai-sensei is still taller than me...
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Actually, I have a request. One specifically for you.
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I would very much like to hear you call me that again. If you would not mind.
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