I'm Gonna Make You Mine; 1/2 | SiHyuk, Donghae | Romance, angst | PG-13
He doesn't want to give up. So are they.
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“Sarang-hae.” Donghae first attack as he entered the classroom. Eunhyuk rolled his eyes to the other side, avoiding Donghae’s eyes that were filled with confidence.
“Just sit at your place, damn it.” Donghae smiled as he pulls out his chair and put down his bag. Eunhyuk’s words were harsh, but he just couldn’t help but to like it.
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Okay, here’s a trivial question.
Why Donghae loves Eunhyuk?
a. Eunhyuk’s dance moves
b. Eunhyuk’s seducing eyes
c. Eunhyuk’s innocence
d. Eunhyuk’s smiles
e. All of the above
If you asked Donghae, for sure it would be (e. All of the above.) But why? Eunhyuk is a man. And Donghae is a man. How could he crave for a man’s love so madly like that?
Mind your own bussiness, folks! Love sees no man. All it cares about is the sincerity. I don’t just love all man, plus, I’m a womanizer before this! How’d you explain that??
Donghae sure is possesive, I’m telling you. He gets all the things that he wants. By force, for sure. That was who he really is before he met Eunhyuk.
Am I really like that? Are you suggesting that I’ve changed because of him?
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And seeing his first same-gender crush, walked hand-in-hand with the tall, handsome, smart, adorable (ay, you’re saying too much, dear writer) nice guy like Siwon, when he was still hesitated whether to confess or not, really burned his heart, that it’ll take a lifetime to recover (you’re exaggerating, damn it!).
And what hurts even more, was seeing the hickeys all over his love’s beautiful neck on the same day he was trying to confess!!
I’m the one that supposed to be the owner of those hickeys!!
Well, you didn’t. Just give it up, Donghae. You’re no match for Siwon. *chuckled*
Are you trying to say, that I’m a loser? Okay, all right. You asked for this. By the time you end your read on this story, Eunhyuk will be mine, and I’m sure of that!!
And just like that, my immature conversation with Donghae (that little brat) ended, and I still can hear his feet-stomping even when he was at the end of the corridor.
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“You look disturbed.” Siwon put his palms onto both Eunhyuk’s cheeks, left and right, cupping it. Eunhyuk face turned red, well, being a shy person as he is, there’s nothing to be worried. But Siwon just couldn’t take it when Eunhyuk’s bright, cheerful self was silent since they reached their lunch spot; the big old tree at the end of the field.
“I’m tired. Donghae keep saying 'I love you' to me in the class, 'I love you' when it’s PE’s time, and I’m worried to go to the toilet, just in case he’ll follow me there.” Siwon lifted his thick, alligned left eyebrow higher than the other, and grit his teeth, tight.
“Do you want me to do anything about it?” Eunhyuk put down his lunch, straightened his legs, patted Siwon’s lap a few times, and land his small head on it. He shut his eyes, and started to daydream. What a calm and secured feeling.
Siwon stared at the calm face of his lover, and smiled. His large hand, warmly brushed Eunhyuk’s brown, soft hair, a habit that he can’t stop doing since he got Eunhyuk in his arms two months ago.
He thought that other than Donghae’s sudden challenge to make Eunhyuk his, they were going steady. But guess not.
Eunhyuk’s desk were hid by some girls last week, and he almost fell from the stairs when a junior girl pushed him from the back. It was a luck that Siwon’s classmate, Kyuhyun was there to catch him.
He told Siwon it was nothing, and he can deal with it, but adding up all the misfortunes he was having, sometimes he felt like he was falling apart.
And just when he thought of that, Siwon’s warmth really makes him feel safe.
He streched out his hands, hooking it onto Siwon’s shoulder. “Siwon-ah, kiss me.”
As their lips met, his stressed feelings were released, and a pair of large, gentle arms around his waist comforted him.
“Why you didn’t tell me about all you’ve been through? You know that I always there for you.”
“I don’t care about all of that.”
“Why?”
“Because I know that to be loved by you is worth the pay.”
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“He’s lying to you.” Donghae’s sudden fact startled him. Eunhyuk widen his eyes, eventhough he knew it was impossible to do that.
“What do you mean?” Donghae shoved a pile of papers to Eunhyuk, waving it as asking him to read it. “What’s this?”
“His e-mails. There’s a girl, named Eun Hye that he was chatting with before, and this is all her replies in the inbox.” Eunhyuk suddenly grabbed the papers, and started to read it.
“You HACKED his e-mail? You? A minus-handed-person; like you, hacked his e-mails?” Donghae pierced his stare at Eunhyuk, as he felt that Eunhyuk wasn’t asking the question that he had prepared the answer with.
“Y’know, that’s not supposed to be your concerns. My hands are minus, but my friend’s aren’t. I just know where to find the source.” And Eunhyuk nodded, as he was concentrating on his reading.
From: Eun Hye
To: Siwon Choi
Tuesday, 23 February 2010. 4:53:03
Subj: Sarang-Hae
Ilysm! *smooch* we should date more often. i want more than what today gave me. and stop being naggy, sweetie. u just have to confess earlier, and we would be out of this trouble sooner.
And he flipped the other page. Eunhyuk just wanted to search for a depressed message from the girl, and Donghae were aware of that.
From: Eun Hye
To: Siwon Choi
Thursday, 25 February 2010. 16:42:56
Subj: Re: Re: Sarang-Hae
yes, u r mine. thanks for believe me in that^^. no ones gonna take you away from me. ilysdm, and i know u feel the same. our love will nvr fade. sarang-hae.
“I’ll leave all that for you to read. And we’ll see why I said that he’s not the one for you. Sarang-hae.” As Eunhyuk was drowned deeply into reading the hacked mails, a sudden smooch on the cheek shocked him.
A fist on his face. And Donghae’s nose was bleeding.
“I’m not a plush to be kissed so easily, you bastard~!” and a drop of clear water fell from his eyes. Didn’t know what he supposed to do, Donghae stood up and walk towards Eunhyuk. He opened his arms, wanting to have Eunhyuk in his folded hands, when Eunhyuk looked at him, and put up a stop sign with his hand.
“One more step, and you’re so dead, buddy.”
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Donghae felt so stupid suddenly (no I didn’t) as he saw Eunhyuk’s tears. He knew it would hurt him a little bit, but that was only a small takeaway, as he was sure that one day, Eunhyuk will fall into his embrace.
Yeah, you’re right about that, dear writer. I’ll kiss him with all my might once he’s mine.
Just why are you so sure? Is your love for him greater that Siwon’s? What have you doned for him? Does all that can be compared with Siwon’s sincere love?
Woah...you’re being biased here, dork. And still, I’m getting all that I want.
And that’s final.