I'll Wait For You, Doryeon-nim | KyuMin, EunHae | Romance, historical, angst, fluff, smut | PG-13/NC-17
When sometimes vampire becomes a beautiful creature.
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It was in the starting of winter, a few hundreds of years ago. When Korea was still in the Joseon dynasty and the Japanese just began to have the intention to rule the world. Where Seoul was still called Hanyang-gun, and the ruler was still called a king. Where Confucianism was still a new religion, and King Sejong still trying to implement the new alphabetic calligraphy called Hangeul into the heart of every citizen in the country.
The story that began in that winter, was only a part of the little things that happened in Korea at that time, and a secret one, too. A silent little story, about a master and his loyal servant, whom love made them to defeat everything that came in between, even it was time or space.
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“Our doryeon-nim*, always goes out at night, don’t you think? Sungmin-ssi?” the young lady spoke, trying to start a conversation with the delicate young man who was having dinner next to her. It was crowded in the worker’s dining room, that she had to say it a little bit louder that she usually spoke.
Sungmin smiled, and nodded. It would be a lie if he shook his head, since he saw the doryeon-nim to open the front doorgate every night for his room is near the gate. He was curious to know about what the doryeon-nim did when he was outside at night? It never stopped since he knew about the doryeon-nim’s behavior on his first night at the big house.
And the doryeon-nim never realized that he was always being watched by Sungmin. Recklessly, he often left the gate unlocked, that it was Sungmin who always locked it back for him. Somehow, he felt as if he was a partner in crime for the younger man.
“…ssi! Sungmin-ssi! Do you hear me? Stop eating now and go to the master’s study room. Kyuhyun doryeon-nim is calling for you.
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He dragged his feet hesitantly to the said room. “Why would the master of the house called for my service? Doesn’t he have a personal helper?”
And even though he was whining, he finally arrived at master’s bedroom, and knelt down as a way of showing his respect to the superior. But then, a cough was heard from inside of the room.
“Doryeon-nim, are you all right in there?”
“Co - come in…Sungmin…” his weak voice suddenly made Sungmin worried. And as he opened the paper door of the room, his heart stopped for a while.
“Ky - Kyuhyun doryeon-nim…?”
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The guy who used to be Kyuhyun’s personal helper was lying in front of him in a pool of blood. A crimson taste was filling the air of the room, that made Sungmin to cover his nose and mouth.
And there Kyuhyun was, his hands were still holding up a silver vase, with splatters of blood on it. He was half naked, as his shimui* was torn, and his soft long hair, that was way below his shoulder was in a mess, and there were bruises around his left cheek and cracked lips. “He…he tried to rape me. I was defending myself.” And Kyuhyun thought Sungmin will go out from the room, running towards the workers rest house and told everyone that their doryeon-nim had killed a person.
But all the delicate older man did was kneeling down next to the lifeless body, shut his eyes, and smiled. A smile that wasn’t visible in Kyuhyun’s scared eyes. “Y - you won’t tell anyone about this, right? Sungmin?”
Without turning his head to see the young master’s out-of-blood face, he neared his face to the dead guy’s, and started to lick the blood that wet half of the corpse. Kyuhyun was in state of terrible shock. “Su - Sungmin? You…what are you doing???”
“Can’t you see it, doryeon-nim? I’m going to suck out his blood while it is still hot.” And as he turned around and smiled at the young master, his two side front teeth were growing out, longer and sharper than how they supposed to be. His dark brown eyes that usually shows tenderness and cares about others suddenly turned into a pair of shining, bright, red eyes, with a smaller pupil, that looked like a cat’s pupil when they were shunned with light. The eyes now filled with selfishness, and a bit of lust.
Kyuhyun couldn’t move his feet to be outside from the room.
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Sungmin was wiping his lips. A little drop of the dark, red liquid fell onto his cheogori*, that he quickly licked it. Kyuhyun watched him with a mega shivering hands. He was thinking about how bad his luck was today; almost got raped by his most trusted servant via teacher, he accidentally killed the servant, watched a vampire sucked out blood from a human being live in front of him, and now…what else could happen to him??
And there was something that the vampire had done in front of him, reciting a spell or something that made the body and traces of blood disappeared in an instance, before the young master could see the leftover of his attacker.
After he was done, the now-filled-in vampire stood up, and walked to face him. Sungmin was smiling, and Kyuhyun could see that the fresh blood was still covering his gums and fangs. He slowly leaned his back towards the wall, got scared even more.
“I’ve already cleaned up everything. No one’s going to find out about what you’ve done. And thank you for feeding me with ‘real food’, even if it was accidentally.” He grinned once again, and that gave Kyuhyun a real shiver.
A silence suddenly filled the air after Sungmin spoke. Kyuhyun’s hands staggeringly tried to reach for the door, wanting to make his way out from there, as he felt that it would be more dangerous for him to stay any longer near the unexpectedly-a-vampire servant.
But then, a strong hand suddenly grabbed his shoulders, forcing his hands to be still in the original place. Sungmin was fiercely looking into his face, licking his own lips. His face somehow showed a strange aura.
“Doryeon-nim, you know what is the consequences for feeding a vampire with the real human blood?” slowly, Kyuhyun shook his head. Sungmin smirked, and pulled Kyuhyun’s hands into his pants. His crotch was hard, and suddenly Kyuhyun was blushing. Sungmin then pinned him onto the wall, and licked his lips.
“They got sexually aroused.”
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Kyuhyun was so worried when Sungmin was kissing and biting his neck, making hickey’s trails. He gasped as Sungmin bit his neck near his pulse, wondering if this would be his first and last sex in his life. He was too scared to refuse the sex, and too curious to know how doed it feels like, that he couldn’t resist Sungmin’s touches strong enough. Understanding the latter’s worries, Sungmin then promised that he was full enough that it would take him a month or more before he could fill his stomach once again.
In that standing position, Sungmin then unfold the cloth that tied Kyuhyun’s waist and gradually turned the young master’s body naked. Kissing and pinching the young master’s pink, virgin nipples using his mouth and lips, his left hand was pushing the latter’s body against the wall, and his right hand was pumping the younger man’s cock hard.
It was a sensation that Kyuhyun never felt before, even when he was secretly do ‘that’ to himself while using his dad’s sexually explicit drawings as his stimulator(?). His member was aching, yet there’s a pleasure that came with it. And with every little bruises that the pervert vampire made with his mouth, from his neck, to his chest and abs, and now down to the parts near his dick. Every little bite was filled with a deadly arousing aura.
“Aa - aah! Unn…aah…S - Sungmin…I’m…I’m about to…” Sungmin knew what the young master meant, that before the latter came, he put his thumb on the end point of the younger’s member, not allowing him to come before him.
“Not that fast, Kyuhyun.” From his lustful moans, Kyuhyun suddenly shoot his sharp stares at Sungmin’s surprisingly cheeky face. “Even in this situation, it is still doryeon-nim to you, Sungmin.”
“All right, doryeon-nim. So if I didn’t drop the honorific, does it mean that I can do…this?” and his long, cold fingers were slip, deep into Kyuhyun’s ass, making the younger man to cried in pain, and slid his body to fell abruptly against the wall. He grabbed Sungmin’s cheogori, strong enough, and gritted his teeth tight.
“Whaeyo~~~!! Why did you do that????!!! You bastard bloodsucker!!” Sungmin sniggered, as he leaned towards Kyuhyun’s body and started to pump the latter’s cock even harder and faster, as the fingers of him that were in Kyuhyun’s ass were pulling in and out, getting deeper and deeper.
“Of course I need to do that…or else, where do you think this ‘buddy’ of mine going to be fit in? Huh?” and Sungmin spread his legs, showing his standing member to Kyuhyun, who was about to faint when he saw the size of the ‘buddy’ that Sungmin mentioned about before.
“You’ll kill me with ‘that’, you know that??”
“Naah, it won’t kill you. But if I overdo it, maybe you’ll be in a comma.” He grinned, showing his sweet gums, that kinda annoyed Kyuhyun.
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“Urghh!! Anh - ah!! Stop! That’s…that’s gross!! Sungmin!!” Kyuhyun yelled as the vampire bent his long legs narrow enough, that it almost reached his chest, and started to lick his puckered slit. The moans that he made himself, and the wet sounds that came from Sungmin’s licks made Kyuhyun blushed even more.
“Doryeon-nim, I’m preparing to enter you, but if I’m dead halfway, it would be useless.” Sungmin suddenly stopped and looked at his face in between his lifted legs. Kyuhyun didn’t get what the perverted vampire meant by that.
“You can do me, while I do you here, stupid young master.” And he pulled Kyuhyun’s pale hand to his dick, telling him to pump it for him.
And when he was prepared, Sungmin slowly put his member into Kyuhyun’s ass, and without even wait for the latter to familiarized the long stick inside him, he started to move.
“Argghh!! Unnh - unnhh!! Mmnnn…nnnhh!! That’s…ah! Hurt!!”
“Shh…you’ll wake every one up. Be quiet…nnh…it’s so tight, don’t you think?”
“It’s my first time, you idiot!! Gosh…uunh…I lost my virginity to a man, who’s not even a human!!” Sungmin grinned, and leaned forward towards Kyuhyun.
“I need to do this, or else you won’ t stop nagging.” And his lips were kissing Kyuhyun’s clutched ones. He won’t let the vampire to kiss him as if he was a girlfriend. But then, Sungmin bit his lower lip, making him to tear the clutch that he made, and forcefully took Sungmin’s wild tongue that was licking every inch of his inner mouth. His mouth, his ass, his dick, were all wet, and the pleasure of all the touches that the vampire gave him almost made his heart stopped.
Something that he knew could happen anytime.
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“Doryeon-nim? Are you okay?” a gentle hand was caressing his long hair. When he opened his eyes, it was the perverted vampire by his side, smiling. “I can’t even move my hips, goddamnit. Oh no, is it dawn already??” panicked, he sat up from his bed abruptly, that the pain from being fucked by the baby-faced vampire stung him again. As the pain was too much, he then grabbed both Sungmin’s shoulder, hugged him and suddenly, bit his left arm with strong dissatisfaction in it. But that didn’t make the vampire to scream in pain or so. In fact, he voluntarily let the young master to release his pain and anger towards him in that way.
“Feeling better now?” Kyuhyun nodded as he let go Sungmin’s arm. The part where he bit it was bruised, but there’s no blood. “Why? Why aren’t you bleeding?”
“Doryeon-nim, I’m older that your father, or your grandfather, or their fathers and grandfathers. Do you think that I can survive if I’m having the same fragranced blood like you and your family is?” he stood up and prepared to leave before anyone knew about what happened between them, when Kyuhyun suddenly tugged his cloth from behind.
“You got to help me tonight.”
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Slowly, Sungmin stepped out of the house, carrying the exhausted Kyuhyun on his back. The vampire sighed. “You looked lighter than you actually weighed, right?”
“Just shut up and walk! Who made me this way? The left route, left route!!” staggeringly, Sungmin carry the tall young master as he wished. And when they arrived at a small, almost collapsed house, he took something from his bag, and threw it to the front door. Sungmin got a glimpse of it; it was bread, enough for about 3 to 4 people servings.
“Doryeon-nim? Is this what you were doing every night?” He turned around to see the face of the young master on his back, and found that there was a smile, a content and innocent smile from the younger man.
“At least they got something to eat as breakfast before strike to earn their dinner, right?”
And he continued the same action, moving from house to house, giving breads to poor people’s homes. And when they finally reached the last house for that night, he ordered Sungmin to go straight to his room, when Sungmin stopped and put him down at the lake inside the big house. Kyuhyun was wondering what the vampire was up to, when the old vampire bend his body a little to the back and softly punched his shoulders, showing that he was tired to carry the young master.
“You should lose some weight doryeon-nim.”
“You said you are even older than my great great great grandfathers, and you’re a vampire for god sake’s! Don’t you have some kind of power or so??”
“It is because I’m old that I don’t have enough strength to carry you, doryeon-nim.”
Kyuhyun pouted, that made Sungmin laughed his heart out. The young master suddenly realized that this is the same man who was sucking out the blood out from his dead servant, and fucking him with all his might. He didn’t seem wanted to be exposed that he’s a vampire, so why did he choose not to kill him when he got a chance before? Not just when they were having sex, but when he asked Sungmin to help him, too.
“Sungmin, why didn’t you kill me? I’m the only one who knew that you’re a vampire, so it would be safer if you kill me before I spoke to someone else about it, right?”
“Why? You wanted to die that much?” Kyuhyun faced the other way around, as Sungmin were asking him directly into his eyes. His heart beat faster, and he wanted it to slow down, didn’t want it to become weak when he still wanted to know Sungmin better.
Eh? Why did he want to do that? Knowing Sungmin better?
“N - no…I’m just curious. You were scary a few moments ago, and then you…you know, that thing we did…and…”
“Because I didn’t want to. I don’t kill people for my own sakes. Hey, vampires aren’t bad, you know?” he suddenly sat down next to Kyuhyun, and knuckled the young master’s head a few times. “This empty box in here must’ve been filled with vampires from the Western traders, am I right?”
“Stop it! Am not!”
“You must’ve been thinking about how I can live under the sun without getting burnt and all, right? Heh, that is just stupid! The only difference between us and you guys is that we prefer fresh bloods than milk, and raw meats than cooked hams. We eat animals that we hunt, and it was only when we got lucky that someone freshly died in front of us, we get to suck out his blood.”
“Yeah…died. Killed by the so-called human like me. I’m sinned.”
Sungmin then pulled the young master closer to him, and hugged him tight. A warmth that Kyuhyun could never dreamt of having before were flowing around him, comforting his guilt.
“You’re trying to save yourself. It’s not a sin.” Kyuhyun bummed his face into Sungmin’s arms. Holding back his tears, he suddenly felt aches in his chest. But as the pain faded a few while later, he smiled and pushed away Sungmin from his body.
“Yeah, it’s not my fault. And what an ironic situation; I called you to help me because I’m about to be raped, but you’re the one who raped me. Tsk, tsk.”
“Erk…mianhe.”
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It has been almost a year since the incident. Nobody knew what had happened. The mysterious disappearance of the servant was hot for a while, but cooled down when Sungmin make up a story that he ran away with a girl from another scholar’s house.
And Sungmin wasn’t watching Kyuhyun to go alone in the night anymore; he followed him. He even teached the young master about how to read in English, as he had been to the West a few decades ago. About economic situations, about political affairs, and how Korea was growing at that time.
But the utmost thing was, they were officially lovers. Well, secretly. Everytime Sungmin done with a certain knowledge for Kyuhyun, their bodies will be joined, and they did it almost every night, that Kyuhyun thought he had turned into a pervert himself.
He was so happy about having someone to love, and be loved, that he almost forgot about his health. But then, he came back into the reality, when his sickness struck one day.
A medical officer was called when he suddenly having a difficulty to breath one night. And his heart disease had turned into the worst stage. And of course, there’s no such modern medicine at that time, that sometimes even fevers can be fatal.
As the experienced medical officer told him that he only got about a few months to live, Kyuhyun suddenly felt as if the one year that he had spent with Sungmin wasn’t enough, even though before this, he thought that the one year was more than enough for them.
He was sure, that he would miss the sometimes-clumsy smiles that drawn on the perverted vampire’s cheeky face. That he would regret to die if he couldn’t see Sungmin’s face before that.
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It was the night when the winter came. The snows were falling, and Sungmin decided to stay with Kyuhyun that night. No sex, just stay close to each other.
“Doryeon-nim.”
“Hmm…?”
“You did ask me about what is actually vampire’s real power other than being immortal, right?” Kyuhyun coughed, that stung in his throat, and just by that, his heart started to beat with unorganized beats.
“Are you okay, Kyuhyun?? Why don’t you take a rest for now? I’ll…” Kyuhyun suddenly kissed the older’s lips, giving him sign to continue what he was trying to say earlier. Pulling him into his embrace, Sungmin hugged Kyuhyun from his back, and covered both their bodies together under the same blanket, and started to storytell about vampire’s power.
“Tell me if you’re tired, okay?”
“Okay. Just go on.”
“Vampires…can replace souls from the past, to be reborn into the future.”
“Why is that?” Sungmin smiled, and kissed Kyuhyun’s forehead.
“So that, if they were in love with humans, they can see their beloved in the future after the old time passed.” Kyuhyun tried to sit up, but Sungmin forced him down. He grunted.
“That’s not fair!”
“Why?”
“Then you guys have to wait for many years to be with your beloved…”
“Well, to meet if we’re lucky. There’s a lot of risks. Maybe the souls of the beloved fails to be reborn, maybe they’ll find another lover, because when you’re reborn, you won’t have any memories left from the past life.” And he could feel warm tears flowing down Kyuhyun’s cheeks.
“Kyuhyun?”
“Don’t do that to my soul.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t want you to wait for me. I’ll slap you if I ever realized you use that power on me.”
Sungmin didn’t say anything, but laughed. Kyuhyun laughed together with him, and kisses were exchanged, several times.
And when Kyuhyun finally told him “I love you”, and “I’m tired, I wanna sleep for awhile”, all that Sungmin could do was smile, and dropped his tears after Kyuhyun closed his eyes, for he knew, that Kyuhyun would never wake up for the second time.
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It was May, 2006, if to put it in modern date. Korea had become one of the most developed countries in the world, and even divided into south and north. There’s no more three-kingdom country, and the Joseon dynasty had ended a long, long time ago. Hanbok were only wore on historical dramas, and there were words such as idols filling the new wave industry; the entertainment industry.
A new boy, with some funky dress up was waiting in the lobby of the SM Corporation building. Nervous, excited, scared; were all mixed in his head. He started to think that he shouldn’t win the singing competition before this, but then, rejecting this offer would be a stupid thing.
“Cho Kyuhyun?”
“Yes!”
“Please, come inside. Let’s meet all the members right now, and we can sign the contract afterwards.”
And as he stepped inside the conference room, 11 dazzling men were waiting for him. Some got excited faces, some were frowning, and some were simply smiling. “1, 2, 3….hey, where’s the other one?”
“Who?”
“Number 7.”
“Ah! He’s in the toilet.” A cute guy with some high cheekbones blankly told the manager.
“Number 1, leader, Leeteuk. He’s 23. Same with the guy that looks like a girl, Heechul…”
“No I’m not!”
“…and the Chinese guy, Hankyung.”
“Annyoung.” He nodded and bowed. These are the elders.
And after all 11 members there were introduced to him, they waited for the number 7 from before who still didn’t finish his business yet.
“Don’t worry, he’s not a troublemaker. In fact, some of the elders in this group is the real troublemaker. You’ll like this one. Lee Sungmin.”
And Kyuhyun gasped, as some weird feeling suddenly swelled up inside him. Some distance memories were filling in.
And when he turned around, hearing a quite familiar voice calling the manager, apologizing and giggling, he didn’t know why, but his eyes were brimming with tears.
“Oit! Manager hyung! He’s crying!”
“Oi, oi! Don’t cry! We won’t bully you!!” Leeteuk came and patted his back. Sungmin still didn’t get the chance to see the face of the crying freshman. But when he moved to the front, and tiptoed his feet for the members were surrounding the new guy, he was shocked.
“Doryeon-nim?”
Pang!! A slap on his left cheek.
Everyone was gasping. How a new guy could slap the hyung out of the blue??
“I - I’m sorry. My hand, my hand moved on its own!! I swear!!” Sungmin wasn’t angry, in fact, he was smiling while patting his cheek.
“Nah…it’s okay. You’ve already warned me before after all.”
-End of part 1-