This weekend myself with the help of CJ's dad made a sword out of a 2x4 is awesome I sm going to train with it everyday till I master it! Everyone finally came over again but were afraid of the grudge and wouldn't stay in the pool. I also wante to try to hang out with Nikkoll this weekend but she was probally to busy oh well. I really miss Britni! ( Read more... )

Since I randomly woke up at 1:30 I've decided to update ( Read more... )

Just let me clear some things up for you guys...I don't want to feel sorry for myself I don't want to bring others down...I don't want other to feel bad for me they don't have to and I don't try to make them do that...rather them happy then me...I guess its all this live journals fault I shoulsnt write stuff thats deppressing...well whatever...

I'm had it Im' tird oh my brother thinking hes god...I'm tired of him being a brat...I'm tired of fighting with him...I go to get on this stupid thing hers playing a game so i figure since hes playing a game he wont make any difficulty in getting off this contraption...but no he made a big deal about me getting on aim then starts telling me how hes ( Read more... )

I really am an idiot...Why I ever thought she would like me like that is a mystery...I really want to give up on girls...Welp I'm back to my normal deppressed self...Good guys finish last...Its hard not to cry...Whatever...later...I guess guys shouldn't cry but I am I'll be better...

Life as it is ( Read more... )

I'm soo happy I have a date for homecomming yey!!!!!!!!

Well I havn't updated in a while but someone whos been posting comments has driven me to it, to that person, if you have enough courage to make fun of me the also please have enough courage to post your name gosh. Well I guess according to this person i'm attention craving which i'm not and if I am i'm not trying to be...So I guess I'll never write ( Read more... )

Why does the heart long for hurt...?

You know I think ive come to the realization that i'll never find someone...whos going to like a shy loser big eyebrowed kid...Im a loser and no one would like me...i mean im not trying to get any attention from this but i really don't think anyone will like me like that or want to be with me me:(...oh well... i really want someone one but i ( Read more... )