me: have you ever just been so so mad at someone for lying to you repeatedly that it's to the point youre not even mad anymore you're just hurt
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I love you too, Kaysea. I'm just so sick of people that it's not even funny. I'm sorry I've been like asldkj busy lately and haven't gotten to talk to you so much. I miss talking to you. I'm going out tonight but I'll be in tomorrow night if you've got some time to call and you're not too busy with work or something :/ Yeah. I think we've known each other for like four years? Something to that extent. <3 You're probably one of my favorite people and I really really wished that you lived a lot closer than you do. Eight hours is too far. Even four hours wouldn't be so bad to pull off with driving. Eight's just like all day. But I'm definitely seeing you this summer no matter what.
Holly Anne, I have always loved you for who you are.. and yes I sat here and took the time to read this whole entry.. word for word... I'm guessing that I am one of the people you hate.. and I'm not totally sure why you do... I just know that you have always been one of my favorite people and it upsets me to see you so hurt. I do know what its like to be ugly.. and not be the picture perfect person.. But that doesn't matter... Sometimes I enjoy the fact that I cover up my body just so that people won't like me for what I look like.. And Holly Anne, anyone who doesn't like you because of your appearance is a fucking idiot. You are such a great person and I love every little piece of you to death. I miss you. I really do... I wanted to hang out with you so bad last week.. when we talked on the phone and you planned to go to Holyoke... I love going places with you. I think this comment is over.. because I'm probably just sounding like a fucking moron. <3
Thank you for reading it. I think the title was kind of misleading. I didn't really care if no one read the entire thing or not, I just wanted to get it out and felt better for having done so. At least to some extent. But thank you for taking the time to actually read it. I know it was long winded and kind of pointless. And you didn't sound like a moron. Thank you for leaving it. I miss you, too, and I don't hate you.
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I'm guessing that I am one of the people you hate.. and I'm not totally sure why you do...
I just know that you have always been one of my favorite people and it upsets me to see you so hurt.
I do know what its like to be ugly.. and not be the picture perfect person..
But that doesn't matter... Sometimes I enjoy the fact that I cover up my body just so that people won't like me for what I look like..
And Holly Anne, anyone who doesn't like you because of your appearance is a fucking idiot. You are such a great person and I love every little piece of you to death.
I miss you.
I really do... I wanted to hang out with you so bad last week.. when we talked on the phone and you planned to go to Holyoke... I love going places with you.
I think this comment is over.. because I'm probably just sounding like a fucking moron.
<3
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