I haze my pledges ( Read more... )

HAHAHA I STOLE THIS FROM AMBER ( Read more... )

I've been starting to get depressed randomly throughout the day and I can't even put my finger on to why. My doc switched me from Zoloft to Prozac, so i'm starting that tomorrow. About an hour ago I just started crying for no reason... maybe its because I've been talking to a lot of people from my past, which isn't a bad thing but i guess that it ( Read more... )

Wow its been awhile since I wrote in here... hmm lets see what interesting shit is going on in my life.... oh yea, absolutely nothing... work's getting a lil bit better, I am definetly becoming a damn good waitress. Becoming pretty good friends w/ Steph, she's cool as shit, got me high for my birthday. Other than that I've kinda become a hermit, ( Read more... )

Well I did nothing but work out today... been working out a lot cuz I'm a fucking loooser, lol... Anyway we had a sad event on Wednesday, a friend of Amber's boyfriend Christian overdosed on heroin and passed away... I didn't know him all that well but it still affected me because he was someone that i knew and i won't see him outside of Nick's ( Read more... )

Yea so I think that I'm going to return to La Salle in the fall.... ask if I can live in Neumann and start over as a freshman. I know that I did a lot of fucked up shit this year, but I learned from my mistakes and I want to start over there. I couldn't come back this semester, but I'm going to go back despite the fact that I prolly have a bad ( Read more... )

All these thoughts keep running through my brain ( Read more... )

I haven't been writing in here too much because I started a real journal... yeah a real notebook that I handwrite my thoughts into. However, I can't concentrate on writing if I know that noone is going to read it, so I will be putting excerpts from my journal into here. Today in group therapy we did a writing exercise on what we were feeling today ( Read more... )

Been home about a week now... haven't really done much of anything exciting but sitting on my butt watching tv and playing video games and shit.. Xbox is my new addiction. So today Amber and I decided to be productive, I got a membership at Hollywood Tans, then we got memberships to LA Fitness so I'm gonna be tan and skinny by the time summer rolls ( Read more... )

I am alive... despite many rumors circulating around La Salle about what happened to me. I'm not going into details in here because if I wanted you to know what happened I would have already told you. I am okay, spent the last few days in the hospital and was diagnosed w/ servere depression and anxiety. Because of this I have decided to withdraw ( Read more... )