couldn't tell you why she felt that way ( Read more... )

Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause she’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

I wear many faces,
some way tooold
to fit the girl glued
to the back of them.

I

keep my faces in a box,stashed inside of me.
Its murky in there,
overcast with feelings I

don'tallow anyone to see.
Not that anyone cares 
enough to go looking.
No one wants to

knowwhat bothers me.  Too
hung up on their own
problems. Sometmes
I think I have to see

the realTara, so ( Read more... )

Never find the right kind of love ( Read more... )

had a great birthday weekend!! thanks to all my amazing friends <3 and no thanks to lauren. -_- dumb cunt. i cant wait to move and never have to see her again. Itd make all of this 100x easier. On a brighter note Kristen came yesterday!! we went out last night and had a crazy ass time. She also said she has someone for me to meet. :) im a bit ( Read more... )

 Just had a very big epiphany today about everything in my life and let me tell you what… im about 100x happier! :D Im ready to leave all this shit behind and move onto new and better things. (Not my friends. Theyre irreplacable). But in another sense of leaving the bad and moving onto the good. And i cant wait to see whats in store for me now :)

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Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together ( Read more... )

Why do I deny,
The things that burn inside,
Down deep I'm barely breathing,
But you just see a smile,
And I don't wanna let this go,
Really, I just want to know

If I let you love me,
Be the one adored,
Would you go all the way?
Be the one I'm looking for?

 
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 I feel like i just keep fucking up. Like ive wasted so much time on a lost cause. Like i gave myself completely to someone who just threw me aside for an easy fuck. I feel like ive been used. I feel like ive been dropped and disposed of. I feel alone. I feel like throwing up every time i see her. I feel like fucking killing the other girl. Im glad ( Read more... )