ok, so last night i was super happy b/c "remember the titans" was on TV and i LOVE that movie!! and then at like 11, scott called me! AH i was so happy- we talked for a long time, which was so nice. it wasnt awkward or uncomfortable at all...it felt right. we were talking like we used to. thank God ( Read more... )

so last night i spent the night at laurens. we had a good time, like always. then today we went to the Good Friday service at church. after that, momma and i went out to GLC to look for an outfit for me for sunday (i have to dress up b/c i'm singing for church) i swear! everything for spring is ALL black and white- NO COLOR. gah it drove me crazy! ( Read more... )

so i got the scare of a lifetime today... i'm standing outside at my bro's track meet, when i get this text from scott that says "he's ok but he's in the hospital with chest pains. this is mom. t2ul" um OK?! yeah i FREAKED OUT. i started crying i was like omg scott is in the hospital...so i text her back asking if i should come up to see him or ( Read more... )

so for some reason today i've been really upset...i'm in a good mood, or try to make people, and myself, believe that, but it's no use. i'm so sad. i have to keep focusing on God and not let other things get me down. i know you are all going to want to shoot me, but it's still scott. i mean, things are SO much better with him already, but i still ( Read more... )

this weekend was the most amazing time of my life. better than anything- it was Battle Cry (ATF). if you asked me to describe it...i couldn't. because it was indescribable. imagine 40,000 teens all gathered at ford feild in detroit to worship OUR GOD. i'm getting chills just TALKING about it. it actually brings tears to my eyes. this was a weekend ( Read more... )

i can't get over him. i can't stop thinking about him. i can not get him out of my mind. it makes me sick. he's treating me like i'm a frickin leper or something. he wont talk to me. he barely looks at me. and i dont know why. i can't get anything from him. so why can't i move on? the truth is, when he ignores me, it just makes me wanna try harder ( Read more... )

so TWO DAYS TIL BATTLE CRY. omg i am sooo excited ( Read more... )

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omg you have NO idea how excited i am!! battle cry is 3 DAYS!!! yes. that's right! oh.my.goodness. it will be AMAZING no doubt. i'll tell ya...God really has been giving me a lot to handle lately- but i really think it's in preperation for this weekend. gosh i sure hope so! lol ( Read more... )

tonight at youth group i talked to ann. i really am glad i did. she helped me so much about this whole deal. she made me think about if scott really was a christian or not. i never really thought about it til then. i just assumed. he is part of EAC. he goes to church and yg (well...used to) but still. it honestly scared me to the point i just broke ( Read more... )