Dear Mom & Dad,
     I can't take it anymore.  I'm emotionally exhausted with living under the same roof as you two.  Your unhappy, unloving-nature affects me everyday...even when I was a child.  I'm tired of being your disappointment.  I'm tired of being your reason for staying in a marriage.  I'm just sick of being your daughter.  The way you two ( Read more... )

     It's past midnight and the idea of sleep has yet crossed my mind.  Having nothing else to do, I logged into my old Xanga account and skimmed through entries...and I found one that still has significant meaning to me.  Enjoy. 
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      Fear is what drives us toward the edge of our future.  Should I sit back and just dream about what will be ( Read more... )

     I finally checked my transcript to see my overall grades for the Fall semester.  I must say, I'm disappointed in myself.  I have a 2.54 GPA (3 C's & 1 A).  I was one point away from a B in chemistry.  I could've aced philosophy.   I could've done so much better in biology too.  Rats.  This was a real slap in the face.  However, I feel ( Read more... )

     ...that's what's up. (=

One of my all-time favorite tv shows is Extreme Makeover: Home Edition.  I love watching the dramatic changes made to homes and the joy expressed by loving families.  However, the main reason why I look forward to this show every Sunday is because it provides me with sense of warmth, optimism, and motivation.  The ( Read more... )