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dream uno
so i think it would be good for me to write down my dreams for a little bit... they've been very vivid lately ( Read more... ) -
Because enough is never quite enough
i'm so tired from fighting so hard.
everything is demanding this effort from me that i'm so quickly running out of.
i'm unsure what area will get dropped first, but i'm not looking forward to this.
i need to clean up my life. broom and dust pan style... sweeping up, working hard, missing nothing.
i want to just throw everything away and start all over ( Read more... ) -
with a relic in her right hand... (i'll hold your tears as a ransom)
i've come to wonder what will happen when i'm single again. will i not be able to handle it because it would be a completely new thing for me? will i enjoy having time to myself? will i feel lonely ( Read more... ) -
horoscope
Are you willing to do what's necessary to find love? Can you abandon your preconceived notion of what a soul mate is long enough to find one? Rethink what you need from a mate, rather than just what you want.
note to self: do this soon. like now.
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another word for desperate
i'm watching videos and reading about straylight run's latest tour. since i've changed, i now mostly read about amazing shows instead of going. it's so rare now that i find a show that blows me away, but i don't feel i really take a lot of chances.
is that how i should look at a lot of the other things going on? how are we supposed to find someone ( Read more... ) -
we're always good... until we're not.
everything to her is so complex and so definite. every opinion is a way of life, every word is like placing you foot in cement, every sentence has this absolute period at the end... except when it benefits her ( Read more... ) -
congratulations; sorry it was too much.
i feel so empty now. spreading myself very thin, giving too much of me away. her anger is brutal and her words are utterly piercing. every line is another slice, every word another turn of the knife.
she's inside me all right. isn't that what she wanted? to inhabit some great part of me. congratulations; sorry it was too much. -
(Untitled)
It's all wrong. Everything is wrong. She's taken, I think. I'm hurt, I know. I guess we'll try things, it might work out. Turns out she's not with anyone in particular, but it seems that everyone has a little part of her attention. That's okay, part of me is accounted for anyways, just in case. 3 weeks and counting ( Read more... ) -
The place where the sky and the sun meet
i listened to her play her newest song. she was desperate for me to hear it.. like it was a message that was doomed to self-destruct if not heard soon enough ( Read more... ) -
There are no second chances...
We broke up last night.
It was mutual. It's for the best since she moved away and I'm going to Australia for 5 months.
Here's to another summer of being single. I feel that works out better anyways :)