I have decided (for now) that I WILL FIGHT!!!
That was dramatic, but hey... it's past 5 am, and I'm fucking crazy.

Here's to getting what I deserve :)

who would have thought i could calm myself down with music? im so restless, SO anxious.... all the time now. like im the edge of something always, but never quite reaching it. I dont even know what that is. Every moment, it's something new ( Read more... )

so i'm going to take this as a sign ( Read more... )

ahhh, that time of the year once again. Family, turkey, sleeping... mmm ( Read more... )

god, it's been awhile since I've written. I miss it. I guess I just feel like writing on here is so incredibly different now ( Read more... )

so i bought a drum set. im talking AWESOME drum set :) it's a gorgeous roland electronic set... not cheap, but not extremely expensive. I mean, only ALL my spending money for like, ever, haha ( Read more... )

Sun 10/7 Between the Trees, Liam and Me, New Atlantic Orpheum ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being single. hurt. scared. lonely. stressed. lied to. tricked. lead on. crushed ( Read more... )

it's just at night i freak out (okay that's a lie... i just do it more then ( Read more... )

what am i getting myself into?

oh god.