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[axlostxboy]

confusion, fear, hate, lust, and anger all must be my best friends. confusion leads to fear, my fear leads to hate for life, my hate for life leads to the lust of all things i dont need, and my lust leads to anger in myself for letting myself slip into a way of life i never wanted and never needed

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[bluestarpunk]

what did you tell her the truth about kissing and whatever? or does she think aubri and i are still making this all up for drama?

[spicysugar]

he told me everything.....people make mistakes and i am forgiving him. We all have people in our lives that wonder all the "what if's" about...he acted on his what if, but in the end of it all..he ended up with me because i was what he wanted.

just know im here for you and i will be there for you whenever you need me, figuring out what you want and need or whatever. i am feeling the same way as you right now..full of fear, confusion, hate, lust. i dont understand what you mean by hate leads to things you dont need...you dont hate me, but you do lust me. what way of life are you getting slipped into and dont need. the life i want to give you is full of love, want, need, lust, respect, honesty(from here on out), taking giant leaps and catching each other when we fall.

i heart you

[bluestarpunk]

yes people make mistakes. i just thought it was pretty shitty that i was suppose to be his friend and he made me look like i was just trying to start drama between you too.that was the part i was really upset about.

im happy hes with you, i dont like him like that. not at all. so thats cool that you guys are together.

[spicysugar]

well at the moment things are confusing between him and i...

but with what you said about him being shitty making it look like drama between him and i...but look at his point of you, you were suppose to be his friend, and maybe wasnt your place to tell me. because if some random girl you didnt know told you your bf cheated on you would you believe her? no, because you dont know her....it has to come from the person you know.

[bluestarpunk]

im not the one who said it in the first place acutally.

and yea i might not believe that person but i sure wouldnt start shit with them and telling them they are just causing drama and acting like we are in high school and what not.