life's a bit of a mess right now.
the small shelves that used to house my despair broke;
leaving splinters and a flood of regret.
i'm still sweeping the dust up.

the snow cake soundtrack sounds so rich.
when i hear it, i grow up a little more each time.
i am going to wait until the air is brisk & the veins of leaves dim,
to really, truly listen to it.

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"still, a girl likes to be crossed in love now and then. it gives her something to think of."

at least three years ago i had something slightly more interesting to say.

it's okay in the day i'm staying busy ( Read more... )

thank you michael anthony, craig mcfarland, tim garvis, and kirk garrison. i can't properly express what a lucky girl i am to know all of you.

what is with these self-destructive tendencies lately? what are the causes? how do i begin to address this problem? its negative consequences are not yet forcing me to do so. let's take this as a prime example.

when you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.

when you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

how many episodes of family feud have there been?
every single survey mentioned has been taken by 100 people right?
and how many of you have been surveyed?!

it just doesn't add up.

YOU ARE LYING AL BORLAND!!

name the top five things richard karn is:

5 LIAR
4 LIAR
3 LIAR
2 LIAR
1 LUMBERJACK

i am pulling myself out of a funk. it's hard, it requires far larger muscles than the ones i have, but i'm doing it ( Read more... )

i'm pretty sure that deep rooted psychological issues are the human condition. my thoughts and my emotions make me very uncomfortable a lot of the time. i'm not sure how accurate i have been in tracing my "problems" back to their roots. sometimes i think i can figure out everything by myself and "fix it," if you will. i'm not sure if it's chemical ( Read more... )