melah. i hate myself. melah...

alright i know alot of people have been doing these "i love my friends" and "recaps of 2005"... people are probably starting to get sick of reading them well, to bad so sad because here is another one: 2005 was a year of growing for me. I have met soo many of people this year, each of them hold a very special place in my heart and have become my ( Read more... )

its consuming me, i cant stop it. what do you want me to do?

lassitude.

tonight was weird.

i need you to be the strength of widows and soul survivors ( Read more... )

its a very sad day.
good bye shadow
good dog

the sky is black
the water is rising
im just trying to keep my head from going under