ALIVE BUT....
MY HAITUS STUPID NOT BEING ABLE TO WRITE SITUATION!
This is actually part of a dream nightmare I had the other day, it kept hunting me down till I decided to write it down , but then NOTHING CAME OUT!
I talked about it with my friends and my oh my
It made me STOP WRITING
Seriously I have no F****ing desire to write anything even the 20 pages report I have to finish by this night! And I only finished about 5 pages of it! *those I wrote like 2 weeks ago!*
Now now now
What should I do! ?
That nightmare was HORRIBLE ENOUGH TO TURN MY DESIRE OF WRITING OFF!
I want to write but no such desire
I even had a fight with my inner self about deleting my LJ account! Locking it or even disappearing from it
Not to forget about the nightmare issue it was horrible
SCHOOL IS KILLING ME AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY!
WE are GEtTiNG More Homework than ever and I am hardly matching those! Or keeping track of them
Just yesterday I spent over 17 hours a wake not being able to sleep, woke up at 3 AM to finish some school work *which I didn’t finish*
Then at 6:15 went to school, the ride itself took shortly over an hour, and I got to school at 7:30.
NOW I HAD to go through the stupidity of my school work till 2:45 then after that I went through extra tutoring and only got home at 7 PM!
Now I really don’t know what will happen to me once I start my Japanese second level course *the only one I am looking forward to in the whole year!*
Now I have to finish more work
And I am thinking of getting even from my English teacher who hated my Keito fiction and I would write her a report about SCHOOL TIME KILLS FANGIRLING TIME!
I just wanted to tell everyone I am not dead just school is killing me
Oh one other thing
I went to do some check ups the other day and that stupid nurse who took blood samples just did it the wrong way and now I have a hideous bruise that is purple and hurting! *I checked it with the doctor and said it is ok and it will go in couple of days but guess what ! it has been like 6 days and it is still apparent and HURTING TOO!
I want to send my hugs to everyone with a msg I am having a huge desire to shoot the teacher and close the school cuz it is killing me
& I hope I don’t get that nightmare *cuz it has been bothering me a lot*
LOVE.