Happy Birthday Chinen!
CHINEN'S Birthday,
it is something I can't ignore
and though it is not 12 at my time, but I can't help it,
it is already his birthday in Tokyo!
I only have words to give him,
and I am sorry I can't reach him and tell him how much he means
so here are 2 poems I managed to write
The beats of my heart
He filled my world with many different feelings
He even taught me how to cry.
When ever I felt so down
he took me hand, and made me fly.
He brought the smile to my lonely words,
And kept me worm in the dark nights
How can I tell what he really means?
When he is the beats of my heart
And how can I live without the sweet laugh
I can’t imagine that part
Many have sang
,and wrote about this kind of love
But none of them felt it in their hearts
Tell me how to say the words
To say that I really care
I might seem a little bit so troubled
But that doesn’t mean I lost my mind
When I feel the way you make me feel
I know that I am blessed
How can I tell the way you make me feel?
When you are the beats of my heart
Words
Forbidden words I keep inside
I cannot speak yet I cannot hide
Should I break the rule should I say good bye
Should I try to cry or leave with a smile?
I hear the whispers a round the corners
I beg them to stop and to never tell
To hold my secret as far as they'll be
For a fear of falling grows inside me
I call your name a thousand times
I wish on a star before I say good night
I wake up in the morning to imagine your face
It's a stupid dream, why can't I see?
You brought me joy, you brought me life
You held the hope and told me not to cry
It seemed so impossible for me to be
But now I am. How couldn't I be?
Now you're far a way beyond those seas
You can't get my message so let's set it free
Should I say the words should I keep them hide
Should I get my head that far from my heart?
I wish I could scream I wish I could shout
For my forbidden words are eager to go out
These my words I confess to none
Only to you my dearest one